Do You Have Any Song Recs That Are Around Anorexia But Not Sad Sounding With The Melody? Like Nessa Barnet

when making cauliflower, I cut off the little stems cause they're mid and it makes it less g so less kcals, but I still cook the stems to give them to my cats. fuckers love that shit but only cooked, good for them fellas

what I eat in a day 69

-1300

+75kcal gummies

+162kcal, 20g protein pudding

+150kcal I couldn't stop snacking

+356kcal, 19g pesto pasta

end: -557kcal, 39g protein

what I eat in a day 45

-1300

-100kcal exercise

+100kcal oshee

dinner:

+500kcal, 10g maybe? I'm at my bfs for holidays and they like to make me food and make me eat so it might be a struggle... also my bsfs bday is tomorrow so even more cake will be present

+100kcal candy

+209kcal, 3g kitkat

+410kcal, 27g tortilla

end: -81kcal, 40g protein

what I eat in a day 60

-1300

-40kcal exercise

+316kcal, 26g müllermilch

-188kcal walk

+127kcal, 1g cupcake

+568kcal, 31g just some very simple pasta with mozarella

end: -517kcal, 58g protein

what I eat in a day 11

-1400

breakfast:

2 eggs

+148kcal, 13g protein

dinner:

once again, got at bfs house, didn't cook it nor plate it, gonna say

+600kcal, 20g protein?

-50kcal workout

+250kcal cinnamon bun

-80kcal treadmill walk

+52kcal, 4g cauliflower

end: -480kcal, 37g protein

were back ok track i think, i hope

what I eat in a day 3

-1400 to start

breakfast:

2 protein puddings

+295kcal and 40g protein

I also put a bit of cinnamon in the vanilla one for an immunity and metabolism boost

+15kcal energy drink during a walkie (we don't count outside walk calories over here)

I felt bad for not exercising so I did my arms (since it's the only muscle currently not burning simply from existing) using my bf as a personal trainer B) also using the fact that he has weights at home and I don't. it was muscle intense, not really sweaty so probably didn't burn much kcals, built muscle for sure tho

-50kcal let's say

dinner:

chicken strips

+700kcal and 72g protein

+100kcal i wanted sauce with it...

supper:

+50kcal instant noodles soup thing

-100 workout

i also had like 10 teas today I can't even

end: -390kcal and 112g of protein

what I eat in a day 73

-1300

+550kcal (maybe?) crêpes with bananas and Nutella. I ate only 2 btw, kcal dense mfs, not fair

+300kcal tiramisu and coffee on a walk with my dad

-50kcal exercise

+600kcal crisps with bf

-100kcal exercise

end: 0kcal, I didn't even try to count protein im tired

the food, food porn obsession or whatever has gotten too far. I'm watching dog bowl videos. as in putting in kibble, broth, a ducks head, yk, the usual.

bfs brother again, I asked my bf how many kcal smth had and the brother said "a shit ton, eat it, you're gonna be so fat".

I actually feel unwell and I think I should eat smth, but bro is successfully leading me away from it ToT

what I eat in a day 10

-1400

breakfast:

+144kcal, 20g protein pudding

dinner:

320g lasagne

+460kcal, 25g protein

+300kcal the same cake as yesterday but about half the portion...

went out with friends

sweet potato fries with mayo

+500kcal maybe? idk you can correct me

they're trying to get me to eat more I'm gonna die ToT, had no time to exercise today either. were going on a walk later but I don't substract kcal from outside walks, I feel so fucking bad

+50kcal borsch

-100kcal exercise

end: -46kcal, 45g protein

barely but made it