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i absolutely love friends who encourage you.
me and my friend are doing a 3 day fast tg starting tmrw and it’s so motivating. usually it’s so hard for me to fast, but making it into a sorta competition makes it sooo much easier.
i 💗 irl ana buddies
Guys what the hell i just weighed myself for the first time in months and i gained, i refuse to let myself go over 50kg - i’m 48.7 rn. I’m gonna start fasting more often and restricting, starting today. i need to stop making excuses and putting this stuff off, so starting today i’m doing a 30h f@st. wish me luck guys😭🙏
Don’t give up so you can look like this in panties and a shirt💗
My fave motivation is knowing I’m so much skinnier than those bitches who are rude to me💕 Remember that most of the time people who don’t like you are just jealous that you’re skinnier, lighter, smarter, and prettier than them🫶
Stress eat or stress ⭐️ve,
one will make you feel heavy, uncomfortable, and bad abt yourself, the other will make you feel lighter, thinner, and in control. Your choice.
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Don’t quit and you’ll be able to look like this one day🩷
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Jusy want to say the hunger gets easier to ignore. I can now go a whole day with out eating and it's easy for me. Now I drink plenty of water, Zero cal tea and nap alot. Also watching YouTube keeps me from snacking.
This is great!
So I broke my 24 hr fast today but.... I definitely stayed under 1000 calories and that makes me happy 😊
Today I am going to fast once again for 24 hrs. All I will allow myself to have is water, some vitamins and a nice hot shower. And I get to binge watch YouTube!
My fast will start at 7am and ends at 7am tomorrow morning. When I go home tomorrow morning I'll have soup and some veggies.
The clock starts now!!!!
Things are gonna start getting tight around here-
This is my plan to lose weight-
I will eat only what is on my safe food list
I will eat no more than 500 to 600 calories per day - I mean it this time
I will take a multivitamin and eat some protein powder
I will drink lots of water
I will not worry about the pain of being hungry as hunger just means I'm losing weight. And it means I'm burning fat
I will stay away from my trigger foods
I will purge if I eat to much food or if I go over my calorie intake
I will distract my self if I'm hungry. I want to lose weight.
I'm gonna weigh myself daily as well when I wake up from my nap
My coworker said it looks like I'm loosing weight!! She said my tummy and back are looking a little smaller. I didn't know 7lbs was enough for people to start noticing. Then again me and them work like 10 and half hours with each other in a small room. But I'm proud never the less.
Things are gonna start getting tight around here. I'm gonna really restrict my food intake as I really want to keep losing weight. I donot care how I get there. All I know if I have to lose 40lbs as fast as possible.
I fasted all the way untill supper. I drank some tea, slept, and went up to the roof and listened to a podcast by shrouded head and binge watched YouTube. It's not even dinner time yet. It's 6pm and I'll tidy up by 7pm and shower then I'll start on dinner around 8pm. The sky is nice and gloomy this evening and I feel so lonely, dispaired and hopeless... I wonder if ill ever not be lonely someday?
Recently I have fasted for a full 24 hrs - after that I gave in and rapidly ate some pizza (again) so I had a horrible stumach ache, gas and bloating. I feel terrible as I lack will power and self control. So today will be different. I'm gonna be good and fast untill supper time (let's see how long my will power will last)
Oh and the scale is down 4 more lbs so I'm doing good losing weight but I fear it's not fast enough. Oh well I'll just have to be patient and take the best of what I can get.
Fuck today is gonna be rough. I'm already feeling shaky and nausea due to the fatty sugary foods I ate. I'm also starting to realize that I don't deserve kindness as fat whore. I should be grateful for whatever kindness someone does to me and having sex is a luxury for me. It's a miracle anybody really wants me.... but I know I can redeem myself through fasting and food restriction.
Well I fasted for one day and it went pretty well. I went to work as usual then got home and got some rest. I got called into to work so that helped as well. I don't want to give in and order pizza like last time again. I want to continue to lose weight. So far I'm down 7lbs from where I started (no I'm not posting body stats there's pervs on here )
And ways thinking about going on another fast soon as my first day was a success. Surprised to step on the scale and be down 7lbs. I'm tempted to eat but I know that's not the right thing to do. Pretty soon I'm gonna purchase myself some protein powder to put in my iced coffee (gross I know but I NEED protein to stay full)
My goal in life would be to survive on 500 calories max. Which is something I'm working towards....
Ugh... I have to be honest I ended up binging on fast food 🙃. I ate a whole pizza and some cinnamon sticks and I feel like such a fat cow. Oh well tommrow I will be be fasting the whole day to make up for it.
God I fucking suck.... stupid bitch why did you have to give In? Did I really need that fucking slice of pizza? No the fuck I didn't.
Im going to eat omad and give myself a healthy 800 to 1,000 calorie meal full of whole grain like rice or oats, veggies, fruit and protein 😋. I will eat my omad at work at 12am- and i will fast for the rest of the day. Which would be a lot more realistic than eating 500 cal a day.
I also need to fast at least twice a week where i go a whole day with out food. On days i fast i will drink lots of 0 cal tea and lots of water and vitamins. I wont do a fast 2 days in a row ill separate them by one day - so fast friday then break with omad sat then fast sunday
Reasons why im losing weight-
- So i can have better boyfriend(s)
- So i will be a gothic beauty
- so my knees wont ache (thats lame)
- it will be cheaper to purchase food
- i will be a "good girl" if i so lose weight
- i will be able to run
- i will be able to stand for a long time at concerts
- i will be considered cute for not eating so much
- i will be able to fit cute trendy gothic clothes and sweaters
- i can finally be able to go on long walks
- guys will finally stop feeding me fattening food to make me happy they will instead give me love and affection which is something i really need from them not fast food
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Breakfast - 4 cups of ice water 💧0 Cal!
When will I start to feel light and weightless? I'm desperate for that attention skinny brings and I will not stop till I get there. If I have to pay my mental health for it then that is the price I am willing to pay. I want boys to look at me, I want girls to envy me. And I want my family to take back every little negative thing they have ever said about me back. I will no longer be the fat freind, the fat sister or the fat coworker. Ha! They will all watch me get thin.
And I WILL get there. They will all see. Every guy that has ever ignored me will finally be forced to pay attention. That will make things right.
For now on- Listen up fattie
860 calories will be the MAX that I can have. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEAT DAYS. Fatties don't deserve cheat days.
I will have to drink 8 cups of water each day to prevent me from eating.
I WILL chew my food 25 times before swallowing.
I will take my protein powder and supplements daily
I WILL get plenty of sleep at least 8 to 10 hrs per day. Beauty queens need their rest.
I'm already at 830 calories yikes! All because I ate some of my coworkers food. So the plan for today is to FAST untill 12am the following morning.
Rules for fast-
Take vitamins and supplements
Sip plenty of water
Sip plenty of low cal tea 🍵 sweetened with splenda
Diet soda is allowed zero calorie
Take a warm shower to get my mind off food
Take a long nap
Binge watch YouTube
If I can manage this fast I will stay at 830 calories. Still alot but at least I didn't consume more calories. At this point I'll take what I can get
1 mug of vanilla chai tea with splenda 0 cal
Blueberry tea with splenda 0 calorie treat and bubble gum
Losing weight so that when I wear baggy clothing and someone calls me fat, instead of crying about the fact that they are correct, I can lift my shirt up and show them what a pile of bones I am and prove them wrong.
Every food disgusts me at this point.
If I give my brain what it wants, I have to give up what my body needs.
I really am gonna throw up, today I ate too much and I also got a morning-after pill and it makes me SICK. I am literally gonna throw up how do I not do that. I am seriously emetophobic and I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD THAN THROW UP.
(Literally coming from someone who purg3s 😭😭 I hate when the urge to throw up is not made by my fingers in my throat fr.)
My bf can PICK ME UP SO EASY. like wtf I am heavier than him but 🤭🤭🤗🤗 HE CAN STILL LIFT MEEEEEE.
My boyfriends BMI is somewhere between 13 to 16 i'm crying.
I don't know his real weight but he's said it starts with a 4.