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Bom dia ed meu café da manhã , fiz jejum de 15h
Almoçar ( não comer a maçã toda ) tomei Pepsi zero
Fiquei até magra com essa roupa ( um bc mais ou menos)
Meu pai falou que corpo de modelo não era bonito e sim magra com perna grossa
Hoje come cuscuz com ovo umas 11h é umas 16:56 comi um sanduíche de frango , já comecei o jejum
Perdi mais um quilos , fui fazer as contas e perdi 5 quilos
Hoje fiz jejum até 14 horas comer um folhado de frango , não vou almoçar e lancha vou comer tapioca pequena , depois ir para academia
Hoje vou fazer omed de sopa de feijão com macarrão e biscoito caseiro
Ugh... I have to be honest I ended up binging on fast food 🙃. I ate a whole pizza and some cinnamon sticks and I feel like such a fat cow. Oh well tommrow I will be be fasting the whole day to make up for it.
God I fucking suck.... stupid bitch why did you have to give In? Did I really need that fucking slice of pizza? No the fuck I didn't.
Im going to eat omad and give myself a healthy 800 to 1,000 calorie meal full of whole grain like rice or oats, veggies, fruit and protein 😋. I will eat my omad at work at 12am- and i will fast for the rest of the day. Which would be a lot more realistic than eating 500 cal a day.
I also need to fast at least twice a week where i go a whole day with out food. On days i fast i will drink lots of 0 cal tea and lots of water and vitamins. I wont do a fast 2 days in a row ill separate them by one day - so fast friday then break with omad sat then fast sunday
Reasons why im losing weight-
- So i can have better boyfriend(s)
- So i will be a gothic beauty
- so my knees wont ache (thats lame)
- it will be cheaper to purchase food
- i will be a "good girl" if i so lose weight
- i will be able to run
- i will be able to stand for a long time at concerts
- i will be considered cute for not eating so much
- i will be able to fit cute trendy gothic clothes and sweaters
- i can finally be able to go on long walks
- guys will finally stop feeding me fattening food to make me happy they will instead give me love and affection which is something i really need from them not fast food
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I am not a beggar
I do not cry from my hunger
I bare down on an empty mouth with gritted teeth
I let holes burn in my stomach before I allow myself to eat
Consumption is a sin
To want is to waste
Like the monks before me, I know I can wait
I eat my sins
I gag from the taste
The more there is
The less I take
Because I know how much it costs
And I cannot pay
7.06.2024
I got my period 🥲👍
(Being AFAB sucks)
Anyway I only had coffee in the morning again. I'm starting to get used to skipping breakfast.
At around 12AM I went out and got a haircut (super happy with it)
A little bit later I had some pearl barley with a lot of seasoning (it made it taste super spicy but that's fine, I like my food super seasoned)
Oh, I also finished the bag!
Later that day I went ahead and started making another one in different colors. I can give you guys my Vinted username if anyone is interested in purchasing something like this from me.
Then me and my mom went to the mall. Along with some yarn and food for my rat, I got some drinks and my favorite guilt free bars
(Haven't tried this flavor yet)
As a snack, I had an energy drink and some konjac jelly (peach flavor, my fav)
Around 8PM I had dinner: two boiled eggs with generous amount of salt (cuz I physically cannot eat eggs without salt), some toasted bread and grapes
Calorie-wise it was my biggest meal but it was also super good and filling <33
My total was: 614kcal
(please do not try to repeat what I'm going here, it's very unhealthy, I'm not trying to promote ED to anyone in any way, I'm just showing you guys what I happened to eat today and that's literally it)