25y ~ minors DNI pleaseMy life consists of diets and romance books I’m here to vent so I don’t feel alone
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I wish I genuinely didn’t like food. But I love it so much.
Losing weight to heal my inner child because she was fat, and I think she deserves a glow up.
Are there any podcasts that are pro-ana or toxic?
C/s bread because I want a taste but not the calories
I feel pathetic
High res = low cal
Low res = High-er cal
idk if it's just me but it annoys me sooooo bad when I see people misusing low/high res... I think I'm just weird tho.
ANYWAY... for u guys who keep misusing them,
HIGH RES(TRICTION) = RESTRICTING A LOT (I.E NOT EATING MUCH/RESTRICTING YOUR CALORIES A TON)
LOW RES(TRICTION) = RESTRICTING A LITTLE (I.E EATING A BIT MORE/NOT RESTRICTING AS MUCH)
High res does not mean you're eating like 1200kcal... Low res does not mean you're eating 200kcal...
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk
~ I do NOT promote any ED, thanks~
This is MY account and it has NOTHING to do with you. If you're here, just because you want to report it, then fly away, thank you very much.
• PLEASE DON'T FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE A PORN BLOG OR YOU FETISHIZE EDs
I ate wayyyy too much yesterday…. Even with my nausea and food aversion. Ridiculous. Like wtf. Even when I am physically sick I still eat too much. I want to cry.
What happened? You used to be in control.
Question for the ed babes; how do you count cals when you c/s?
I miss the days where I could fast WITHOUT GETTING SO NAUSEOUS and getting a migraine.
Like hello my fat body… we didn’t eat for like 14 hours… we skipped two meals. Chill out. I feel like a rattled old dog.
When he thinks u dont want him going through your phone bc ur cheating but you just dont want him to find your edblr
Did a Pilates class this morning and I sweat like a fucking pig, I feel disgusting. But at least all my muscles burn now. I hope the fat burns away with it.
The day I start counting calories for the drop of olive oil I use, it’s over for you beaches
It’s what’s keeping me going right now
that feeling when you regain control is so good.
💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.
Chew and spit is my new fave thing…. I still count like some calories for it
But I get to taste things without eating it? Perfect
reminder that despite being an ana blog, fatphobia is not welcome here!
all bodies are welcome, all bodies are beautiful. scars, fat, stretch marks, whatever.
just because I have a mental disorder which affects my perception of myself does not mean I condone mistreatment of others.
Remember pookies ALWAYS leave some food on ur plate even if u logged it and it fits into ur budget. It’ll literally fast track ur progress sm
WIEIAD: 04.01.2025
I was constantly so sooo hungry & ate like a pig 🐽
Brunch with my friend: 2 mimosas (324), slice of sourdough bread (222) with butter (25) and turkey ham (45), 2 hard-boiled eggs (143), ~10 red radishes (180), and some salami (131)
- Total: 1070
Snacks while hanging out with my friend: popcorn (118), cappuccino (59), half a croissant (106) with apricot jam (48), a pastry filled with vanilla pudding (341), and a salty pastry with seeds (322)
- I feel so guilty about eating the last two pastries… I really didn’t need to do that
- Total: 995
Dinner with my mom: slice of sourdough bread (222), with blood sausage (300), leftover radish (18), and a mimosa (162)
Evening snack: vegetable soup I made (83)
Grand Total: 2850 😭👎
WIEIAD: 03.01.2025
Morning snack/kind of: Apple flavored soda (6)
Lunch: Tortilla (193) with cheese (70) and ham (64), and some little chocolate pastries (275)
- Was meh
Afternoon snack: An apple (55)
Dinner: A slice of sourdough bread (222) and egg salad (114), and I also had some coffee liqueur (75)
Total: 1074 calories
I think I did pretty good and I wasn’t hungry at all between meals!
Evening weigh in: 117.8kg (Lost!! 🩷)
My personal goal 🩷⭐️
my bf just hugged me and asked why i felt so thin…best thing i’ve heard
WIEIAD: 02.01.2025
Breakfast: Chicken & vegetable soup (118)
- I felt really good after eating this. I should try eating soup for breakfast for often.
Lunch: leftovers from yesterday; lentils (116) and chicken thigh (243)
Snack: Tangerines (100)
Dinner: mushroom soup (33), hard boiled eggs (130), toast (140) and cheese (56)
Shameful snack: half of the musli hearts package (116), and two tortillas (386) toasted with ham (86)
- Honestly felt really good after eating everything today.
Total: 1524 (Lower than other days recently)
Ate too much… but no binge and counted everything.
Breakfast: yogurt (122) with a banana (121) and some müsli hearts (116)
Snack: Some pastries (106)
Lunch: lentil (116) with chicken thighs (486)
- They were way too oily, I felt sick after eating it.
Dinner/Controlled binge: toast (140) with ham (43) and cheese (56) and a whole bag of chips (803)
- I feel disgusted with myself after this.
Total: 2109kcal 👎
I AM DETERMINED AND READY TO LOSE *extreme* WEIGHT IN 2025
I feel so ashamed for even wanting some… 😭
I’m going to go make myself some tea 🫖
I wanted to take a piece of chocolate while with my family… and they told me that I am too fat to eat crap like that.
#bestspo lol