Experience Tumblr Like Never Before
How my week is going so far :D
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Saturday and Sunday I had been with my grandma wasn't gunna ruin our time together when we were out getting food alr pre planned before and had fasted/heavily restricted
Btw don't compare yourself you're 3d is valid no matter what <3
when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge
WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT
I can't even look at myself right now, I'm disgusted by my body
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i hate food
but not in a way of just being picky or sum shit like just thinking about food makes me wanna throw up my insides out, when i eat i feel so dirty as if i rolled around in dirt. I despise it idk how ppl enjoy it
oh to look like this
How did we go from this to nepo babies and ”body positive” models.
I need to stop being so damn pathetic and starve this fat out of my body. I have to do it, I have to reach my goal.
Just saw an old picture of myself...why am I even alive atp?? 🐽
I actually have a fucking problem. I can’t stop eating. I hate my face shape, the way my thighs look, how my stomach spills over my jeans when I sit. What is wrong with me? Why can’t I just not eat like everyone else? I try and I try to do nothing but drink water and just be but I can’t. I’m always snacking or eating something. I try to purge but it’s never enough. What the hell do I do now..?
I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD
THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!
My cheeks litteraly ruin my face, I need to be better at this
Sophie is my favorite th!nspø
liquid calories need to die.
I feel awful I’m literally pushing away all my friends, and just focusing on my 3d, but at the same time I’ve lost like 20 pounds in the last month so…
Yay, I’m finally starting to become one of those 4n4’s who dreads eating, I ate 460 cals today and hated every single bite, I just want to starve and starve.
I hate my mind sometimes, why did I just have a dream I broke my fast, and I woke up all panicked, and guilty like I actually did.
I hate the week, but I hate the fatty foods my family gets on the weekends more.
discipline, discipline, discipline. fucking discipline.
"you don't look like you have an ed" i will slowly peel my skin off and morph into the most terrifying creature you have ever laid your eyes upon
I am so locked in for this semester. I will be the epitome of bmi low grades high
my moms plan literally backfired, she took away the knifes to stop my sh, but I just got a 3d.
little ed rant because skinny people get me mad
NO BECAUSE IT GENUINELY PMO WHEN SKINNY SKINNY PEOPLE LOOK ME DEAD IN THE EYES AND SAY THEY LOOK LIKE A PIG
STFU BECAUSE YOURE 87 LBS AND 5‘ 4“ TALKING TO ME ABOUT HOW YOURE GETTING FAT AND THEN SAYING „noo youre not fat dont feel bad about yourself“ WHEN IM 5 FOOT AND 113 LBS SHUT THE HAELLLLLLLL UP
KNOWING DAMN WELL I MIRROR THE PEOPLE AROUND ME AS WELL THIS GIRL LOOKS ME DEAD IN THE EYES AND SAYS „i cant eat this there are too many calories“ BITCH ITS 30 FUCKING CALS STOPPP AND THEN EXPECTING ME NOT TO TAKE YOUR PERSONALITY AS MY OWN AND DO THE SAME THING???????!!!!?!?!!??!!
anyways mb….
hope that made sense to at least someone