Boy Ana - Blog Posts

I KEEP EATING😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 someone restrain me istg i need to get to a new lw 128 lbs i fucked up come back

i cant wait to get to the point where food disgusts me. i still have cravings and it makes every time i look in the mirror a living hell. i just want to look sick bro

why cant i be the boy who never eats instead of the one waiting until dinner

intro❤️

name: cj (he/him) ((might have alters i dont know quite yet, he/him and cj are accepted by them as well))

age/height: 18/ 5’ 2” (157 cm)

i love love love stranger things, arcane, fnaf, horses, minecraft and various other nerdy things

stats below cut (block dont report plz, pro recovery for you not for me)

hw: 146 lbs (66.2 kg)

cw: 145 lbs (65. 7 kg)

gw: 140 lbs (63.5 kg)

gw2: 130 lbs (58.9 kg)

gw3: 120 lbs (54.4 kg)

gw4: 110 lbs (49.8 kg)

gw5: 100 lbs (45.3 kg)

ugw: 95 lbs (43 kg)

guess whos in the 50 kgs now . . THATS RIGHT I AM!!!! RAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

guess whos ass just hit their first goal weight . . MEMEMEMEME I DID I DID!!!!!!!!

IM ALMOST OUT OF 60 KG JAIL

"stop pvrg1ng its bad for you!" god forbid a boy has hobbies

BOOMSHAKALAKA GAWD YES IM BACK TO MY LOWEST W31GHT IM SO HAPPY YAAYAYAAAASGAYSTYGSYJKL

i aspire to have the vibes of dead n gone by luci4 its actual th1n$p0 motivation for me 😭

sry for disappearing for nearly a week i kinda binged and gained around 2 kg

screaming crying i need more 4n4 moots around my age im sick of seeing mdni in every second 4n4 blog i like

one of my ex-friends has 4n4 too so im lowkey motivated to be sk1nn13r than her to make her regret everything. like yes im skinnier than you bitch deal w it

when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them

BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST

tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg

me after eating three rice cakes as if it's gonna do something after a small binge

pretty girls this pretty girls that SHUT UP!! ITS NOT JUST YOU IN THIS TOO MEN ARE SUFFERING AS WELL

just bought rice cakes again after 5 months we are so back

i am a SLUT for protein up and go. you will NEVER catch me without multiple protein up and go's in my bag 😭

tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.

ive stopped pvrg1ng as often . . yay cuz my teeth and cheeks and throat would be fucked up but nay because how else am i gonna get rid of the uncomfortable fullness

WHY DID I GO OUT AGAIN WHEN I KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT

nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse

your boy got a bf you bet your ASSCHEEKS im locking tf in

since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it

WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!

(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)

i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61

when the day was so bad you don't even wanna log your cals or you know you'll cry (it's not even 6 pm yet)

psa: if you faint (or almost faint) EAT SOMETHING!!! eat the chocolate in your cupboard, eat a protein bar, make yourself a sandwich, JUST EAT SOMETHING!! it doesn't matter if it's 300 cals or 50 cals, any amount will help you get energized. don't faint and then not eat, your chances of fainting AGAIN and landing in hospital is gonna shoot up.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.

i WILL get through this 24 hour fast.