My Bfs Brother Is A Great Motivation. He Brought Mcflurry For All Of Us And I Said No I Can't Have That.

what I eat in a day 5

-1400kcal yk the deal

breakfast:

4 eggs with some milk

+300kcal and 25g protein

green tea

+50kcal chocolate snack

dinner:

80g chicken (132kcal, 25g protein)

50g rice with butter (180kcal, 4g protein)

80g broccoli (27kcal, 2g protein)

50kcal sauce

+389kcal (that seems so low but it's accurate I think??) and 31g protein

+370kcal chocolate

teateateateatea

lots of tea

end: -291kcal and 56g protein

(forgot to post before sleeping lol my bad)

what I eat in a day 71

-1300

+169kcal, 1g apple

+37kcal gummies

+194kcal, 14g chicken fingers

+102kcal, 1g chocolate

+343kcal, 32g same chicken and veg as yesterday but with pasta this time, much better btw

-100kcal exercise

+216kcal, 10g protein bar

end: -339kcal, 58g protein

breathing heavily makes me feel so fat, especially in public. I swear it's anxiety, I'm not struggling that much...

(and then you breathe even heavier because you worry about the breathing and it's a cycle...)

honestly I don't mind how my body looks naked. the thing I hate is how clothes lay over it, makes me fat.

what I eat in a day 34

-1300

+20kcal almost black coffee

breakfast:

+86kcal apple

+94kcal chocolate

green tea

dinner:

+415kcal, 21g tortilla againnnn (i love it, it's so yum)

-80kcal exercise

end: -745kcal, 21g protein

what I eat in a day 40

-1300

breakfast:

+20kcal coffee

+146kcal, 1g apple

+29kcal, 1g nuts

dinner:

tortilla scraps, hot dogs, spinach, yesterday's chicken

+599kcal, 80g

+30kcal sauce

-240kcal walk / jog outside

+183kcal, 6g lil pizza

-25kcal exercise

I decided to start counting proteins from sweets cause that was actually a dumb rule, it's not like I'm gonna start eating chocolate instead of meat or smth

+242kcal, 4g chocolate

end: -316kcal, 92g protein

weighing less means your BMR is also lower. so now my BMR is 1300 and not 1400kcal, devastating gang.

what I eat in a day 65

-1300

+65kcal apple

+216kcal, 10g protein bar

+350kcal, 5g gołąbki (im not even translating it sorry) (also guessed because at bfs again)

-120kcal exercise

+200kcal, 4g snacking with bf

+90kcal wine

+200kcal popcorn

+277kcal, 19g tortilla

ok we also had some whisky with pepsi 0 but idk how much and honestly, I'm not mad with how I look rn so some days I'd say I'm allowed to go over the limit, sorry if that upsets anyone but that's how I feel for now. Google says whisky might be like 80, but im gonna say a 100 anyway.

+100kcal whiskey

-100kcal exercise

end: -22kcal, 38g protein (maybe idk)

do you have any song recs that are around anorexia but not sad sounding with the melody? like Nessa Barnet dying on the inside type of thing. more rock, pop.

what I eat in a day 14

-1400

-250kcal treadmill jog/walk

breakfast:

+144kcal, 20g protein pudding

+120kcal wafers and green tea

+42kcal Capri sun I drank on a walk cause I was really craving chips for later so I walked to get em

dinner:

+702kcal, 32g protein

tortilla from yesterday

+263kcal, 4g of the chips

-75kcal mini workout

+50kcal borsch

end: -404kcal, 56g protein