Are You Really Gonna Eat That?

each time i eat or think about food i feel like such a fake

So embarrassing… 😭

If I don’t lose this before graduation. I will lose my mind…

Losing weight to heal my inner child because she was fat, and I think she deserves a glow up.

~ I do NOT promote any ED, thanks~

This is MY account and it has NOTHING to do with you. If you're here, just because you want to report it, then fly away, thank you very much.

• PLEASE DON'T FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE A PORN BLOG OR YOU FETISHIZE EDs

𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝟒𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬.

to whoever sees this, please do not report 4n4 blogs. i cried this morning when i woke up and saw mine was gone. i had an anxiety attack in class an hour later and when i got home i cried more and then ate a pint of (diet) ice cream and considered sh for the first time in years. these blogs are h4rm reduction. everybody here encourages recovery, but a lot of us aren't ready for that ourselves. having a community takes away some of our isolation and self loathing, which at times is the hardest part. 4n4 is the most lethal health condition, and the majority of deaths are from su1c1de, not st4rv4tion.

in the few hours i spent without my blog, i spiraled far worse than any of the time that i had it, and that's as someone with a community outside tumblr. i fear for the people with no support system besides this.

you aren't helping us, you're k1lling us.

Had dinner aaaaaaand my body didn’t like that… stomach ache and the poops

You are not hungry you just need water, drink

WIEIAD: 02.01.2025

Breakfast: Chicken & vegetable soup (118)

- I felt really good after eating this. I should try eating soup for breakfast for often.

Lunch: leftovers from yesterday; lentils (116) and chicken thigh (243)

Snack: Tangerines (100)

Dinner: mushroom soup (33), hard boiled eggs (130), toast (140) and cheese (56)

Shameful snack: half of the musli hearts package (116), and two tortillas (386) toasted with ham (86)

- Honestly felt really good after eating everything today.

Total: 1524 (Lower than other days recently)