𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐡𝟒𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬.

to whoever sees this, please do not report 4n4 blogs. i cried this morning when i woke up and saw mine was gone. i had an anxiety attack in class an hour later and when i got home i cried more and then ate a pint of (diet) ice cream and considered sh for the first time in years. these blogs are h4rm reduction. everybody here encourages recovery, but a lot of us aren't ready for that ourselves. having a community takes away some of our isolation and self loathing, which at times is the hardest part. 4n4 is the most lethal health condition, and the majority of deaths are from su1c1de, not st4rv4tion.

in the few hours i spent without my blog, i spiraled far worse than any of the time that i had it, and that's as someone with a community outside tumblr. i fear for the people with no support system besides this.

you aren't helping us, you're k1lling us.

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4 months ago

You are not hungry you just need water, drink

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4 months ago

୨୧ wish i had the type of 3Đ where you forgot about eating/hated food. i count down every hour until i can eat again . . 😓

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1 month ago

All of my communities got delete… :(

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1 month ago

When he thinks u dont want him going through your phone bc ur cheating but you just dont want him to find your edblr

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3 weeks ago

*Mutual reblogs something you posted*

Me: They still like me. Thank God.

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4 months ago

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1 month ago

My 3d babes; any advice for when my stomach physically hurts/burns from hunger?

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1 month ago

Apparently Diet Coke and Coke Zero break a fast…

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4 months ago

You’re so pathetic. Look at yourself—every bite you take, every excuse you make, it’s proof you’re a failure.

Do you think people like you deserve to eat? They don’t. You don’t.

Every time you pick up a fork, you’re choosing to stay worthless. You’re choosing failure over progress, weakness over strength. And for what? A moment of comfort that you’ll hate yourself for afterward?

The hunger you feel? It’s what you deserve for letting yourself get like this in the first place.

It’s not punishment; it’s a reminder.

A reminder that you have work to do.

That you’re still not enough.

That you haven’t earned anything yet—not food, not pride, not the right to look at yourself without disgust.

Don’t you dare give in to your cravings. They don’t care about you. They just want to ruin you.

You’re not allowed to eat again until you’ve earned the right to exist in your own skin.

Not until you’ve suffered enough to make a difference.

The version of yourself you want isn’t built through comfort. She’s built through hunger, through pain, through sacrifice.

So do better.

Be better.

Because right now, you’re nothing. And if you give up again, that’s all you’ll ever be.