Had Dinner Aaaaaaand My Body Didn’t Like That… Stomach Ache And The Poops

Did a Pilates class this morning and I sweat like a fucking pig, I feel disgusting. But at least all my muscles burn now. I hope the fat burns away with it.

How do you get yourself back into the mindset of never eating

I wanted to take a piece of chocolate while with my family… and they told me that I am too fat to eat crap like that.

#bestspo lol

Losing weight to heal my inner child because she was fat, and I think she deserves a glow up.

You are not hungry you just need water, drink

REBLOG IF YOU ARE AN ACTIVE ED-BLOG IN 2025!! LETS FIND MOOTS!!

Please Lord, i don’t want to count down the hours until i can eat. I want to forget to eat..

Control yourself.

You are the only one in control, not your family, not your friends, only you. You’re the only one who is in charge.

When you overeat like a pig, you’re the one who is deciding to do that. You’re the one who is picking up the fork and gorging yourself like an animal, and then you complain about how fat you are.

It’s completely your fault that you’re fat and you’re the only one who can fix that.

I don’t feel proud about throwing my grandma’s food in the trash…. And pretending I ate it….

But I feel like I feel guilty if I eat it and I’ll feel guilty if I don’t…. Might as well not eat something that is carb heavy and fat heavy and I didn’t feel good after eating it yesterday.

I don’t know if I’m over explaining just to make myself feel better about throwing away her cooking…

But I did it so anyway. Going to go watch TV.

What I ate today… yes it’s a lot, but no binge and I counted all the calories.

Breakfast: Scrambled eggs (228) with spinach (46) and cherry tomatoes (40) and bacon (80), and a piece of toast (74)

- Felt really full for a long time after, so I think this was a great breakfast choice. But it made me so nauseous to eat it.

Lunch: spaghetti from my grandma (~830) and two pickles (13)

- Not the best chose but I was forced to eat it. I estimated really high because she cooks with a lot of oil.

- I did not feel good after eating it, I was hungry so quick.

Shameful snacks: half of the can of cheese puffs (100% just cheese) (209), and a fun drink (122)

- Really could have gone without these… I feel so bad about eating it. But at least I made it planned and counted the calories.

Dinner: toasted bread (134) with spreadable cheese (56) and turkey ham (22), and tortilla chips (158)

- I have a headache and was craving it… honestly I don’t feel bad about eating it even though it’s so carb heavy.

Total: 2014cal 👎