I Don’t Feel Proud About Throwing My Grandma’s Food In The Trash…. And Pretending I Ate It….
I don’t feel proud about throwing my grandma’s food in the trash…. And pretending I ate it….
But I feel like I feel guilty if I eat it and I’ll feel guilty if I don’t…. Might as well not eat something that is carb heavy and fat heavy and I didn’t feel good after eating it yesterday.
I don’t know if I’m over explaining just to make myself feel better about throwing away her cooking…
But I did it so anyway. Going to go watch TV.
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I miss the days where I could fast WITHOUT GETTING SO NAUSEOUS and getting a migraine.
Like hello my fat body… we didn’t eat for like 14 hours… we skipped two meals. Chill out. I feel like a rattled old dog.
My 3d babes; any advice for when my stomach physically hurts/burns from hunger?
your disorder is still valid if you:
- aren’t uw
- don’t fast
- do high res
- have never fainted
- labs are okay
- like food
- binge / “lose control”
- don’t exercise
- don’t purge
- eat sweets / junk
if your thoughts and behaviours around food cause you significant distress, you have an ed.
What I ate yesterday~
(+ some dried seaweed I forgot to picture)
Snacks: green grapes, cherry tomatoes, salad, and soybeans; I weighed everything. (328cal)
Dinner: Beef with pasta and sauce, and a slice of chocolate cake (~700cal)
Snack: seaweed (~90cal)
Total: 1118cal
My personal goal 🩷⭐️
my bf just hugged me and asked why i felt so thin…best thing i’ve heard
I can’t fast anymore because then I feel so nauseous and get migraines and can’t get anything done…
I miss my fasting days before I became obese.
Me on tumblr.
the tt sound that’s like “I can’t laugh just yet, I gotta hold it in”… but make it I can’t grieve just yet, I have to finish my uni
Whenever my boyfriend jokes about like being the best or anything like positive. I just go with it. Like heck, yeah, you’re the best! There is nobody better than you. I love him so much.
25y ~ minors DNI pleaseMy life consists of diets and romance books I’m here to vent so I don’t feel alone
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