The Tt Sound That’s Like “I Can’t Laugh Just Yet, I Gotta Hold It In”… But Make It I Can’t

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me every time i take a shower:

WIEIAD: 04.01.2025

I was constantly so sooo hungry & ate like a pig 🐽

Brunch with my friend: 2 mimosas (324), slice of sourdough bread (222) with butter (25) and turkey ham (45), 2 hard-boiled eggs (143), ~10 red radishes (180), and some salami (131)

- Total: 1070

Snacks while hanging out with my friend: popcorn (118), cappuccino (59), half a croissant (106) with apricot jam (48), a pastry filled with vanilla pudding (341), and a salty pastry with seeds (322)

- I feel so guilty about eating the last two pastries… I really didn’t need to do that

- Total: 995

Dinner with my mom: slice of sourdough bread (222), with blood sausage (300), leftover radish (18), and a mimosa (162)

Evening snack: vegetable soup I made (83)

Grand Total: 2850 😭👎

Ate too much… but no binge and counted everything.

Breakfast: yogurt (122) with a banana (121) and some müsli hearts (116)

Snack: Some pastries (106)

Lunch: lentil (116) with chicken thighs (486)

- They were way too oily, I felt sick after eating it.

Dinner/Controlled binge: toast (140) with ham (43) and cheese (56) and a whole bag of chips (803)

- I feel disgusted with myself after this.

Total: 2109kcal 👎

TOP TIP!!!

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Had dinner aaaaaaand my body didn’t like that… stomach ache and the poops

So embarrassing… 😭

If I don’t lose this before graduation. I will lose my mind…

You’re so pathetic. Look at yourself—every bite you take, every excuse you make, it’s proof you’re a failure.

Do you think people like you deserve to eat? They don’t. You don’t.

Every time you pick up a fork, you’re choosing to stay worthless. You’re choosing failure over progress, weakness over strength. And for what? A moment of comfort that you’ll hate yourself for afterward?

The hunger you feel? It’s what you deserve for letting yourself get like this in the first place.

It’s not punishment; it’s a reminder.

A reminder that you have work to do.

That you’re still not enough.

That you haven’t earned anything yet—not food, not pride, not the right to look at yourself without disgust.

Don’t you dare give in to your cravings. They don’t care about you. They just want to ruin you.

You’re not allowed to eat again until you’ve earned the right to exist in your own skin.

Not until you’ve suffered enough to make a difference.

The version of yourself you want isn’t built through comfort. She’s built through hunger, through pain, through sacrifice.

So do better.

Be better.

Because right now, you’re nothing. And if you give up again, that’s all you’ll ever be.