Latest Posts by devotedsickness - Page 2
i hope u like me when im a boy.
just as much as u like me when im a girl.
I hope u like me when im neither.
just as much as u like me when we first met.
i wish he cared for me as much as i cared for him.
happy birthday to me. 21.
FUCK YOU! I TRIED TO FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME! I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR SUCCESSES! I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR YOU & YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS! FUCK YOU!
Trigger Warning
i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.
I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.
Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 
I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…
gosh i miss him. his laugh & his voice. come back to me darling.
she found someone new & her heart pounds faster whenever he notices her. what can she do to make him hers?
now that he is gone, she must find someone new.
- lover
he is in my mind.
he is inside of my heart.
my arteries will explode and blood will hit the wall perfectly writing his name.
he belongs to me.
- she
i can’t stop thinking about him…
the space between us drives me crazy.
i can’t wait till he gets up here & i make him mine.
- meta
hi, so my darling’s name is reaper, or well that’s what i call him. we’ve known each other for about two years.
my favorite thing about him is his laugh, god, his laugh is so dreamy. i miss him so much & i just got off the phone with him an hour ago!!!
- his bloodhound 💗
Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.
they have been professionally diagnosed with:
panic disorder
depression
PTSD
they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.
they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.
also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!
also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.
