Happy Birthday To Me. 21.

bury me with you.

i want to be as close as i can be to you.

forever & always.

I know online PD quizzies ain’t shit. But some of the questions for this test are fucking weird. Like what does being interested in art for a magazine cover have anything to do with personality disorders? Lmao

my love, you have watched me all these years. you formed every inch of my body. my love, i am yours, devoted to you forever & always.

they can be narrow their eyes & whisper bad intentions but you protect me & I defend you.

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…

we all love him, we just express it in different ways.

Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.

they have been professionally diagnosed with:

panic disorder

depression

PTSD

they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.

they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.

also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!

also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.

i can’t stop thinking about him…

the space between us drives me crazy.

i can’t wait till he gets up here & i make him mine.

- meta

I’ve grown tired of trying to gain your attention, it’s obvious that you do not reciprocate. I deserve better.

i have him hooked to me.

he cannot escape my grasp.

he broke my heart…