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i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.
I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.
Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 
I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…
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hi loves. i am not feeling so well.
send me some asks or comments?? pls? idk lol…
I’ve grown tired of trying to gain your attention, it’s obvious that you do not reciprocate. I deserve better.
hi!
I have a question for people on Schizophrenia Spectrum (specifically Schizotypal Personality Disorder)..
does your family have to have schizophrenia or be on the schiz spectrum in order for you to be diagnosed with schizotypal personality disorder?
like does it have to run in your family or can you be diagnosed with it without your family displaying any schizophrenic symptoms?
he broke my heart…
i hope u like me when im a boy.
just as much as u like me when im a girl.
I hope u like me when im neither.
just as much as u like me when we first met.
you wanted a life with me! but you said my identity was false & full of delusion!! YOU SAID YOU COULDN’T BE WITH SOMEONE WITH TOO MUCH DIFFERENCE OF OPINIONS!
how could you lead me on like that? how could you hurt me?
Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.
they have been professionally diagnosed with:
panic disorder
depression
PTSD
they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.
they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.
also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!
also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.
i wish i also had a piece of you.
so you would always be with me.
now that he is gone, she must find someone new.
- lover
