FUCK YOU! I TRIED TO FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME! I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU AND YOUR SUCCESSES! I HAVE

I’ve grown tired of trying to gain your attention, it’s obvious that you do not reciprocate. I deserve better.

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…

i am having those thoughts again…

i just want to belong to someone…

any applications??? ❤️

i can’t stop thinking about him…

the space between us drives me crazy.

i can’t wait till he gets up here & i make him mine.

- meta

i wish i also had a piece of you.

so you would always be with me.

sorry for being gone.

i am back, my loves.

hi loves. i am not feeling so well.

send me some asks or comments?? pls? idk lol…

every time i talk to you, I feel electricity zap through my body, my eyes relaxing and a burning passion to be as close as i can physically be to you.

utterly broken, my lover has disappeared.

i feel so empty without him.

please god bring him back to me.

i wish he cared for me as much as i cared for him.