Hi, So My Darling’s Name Is Reaper, Or Well That’s What I Call Him. We’ve Known Each Other For

i hope u like me when im a boy.

just as much as u like me when im a girl.

I hope u like me when im neither.

just as much as u like me when we first met.

bury me with you.

i want to be as close as i can be to you.

forever & always.

sorry for being gone.

i am back, my loves.

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…

i love u Poptart.

always.

thinking of him,

makes me feel high…

hope you feel better soon <3

thank you so much. it means a lot.

you hurt me so much.

yet i still love you forever.

i am having those thoughts again…

i just want to belong to someone…

any applications??? ❤️

he broke my heart…