he is in my mind.
he is inside of my heart.
my arteries will explode and blood will hit the wall perfectly writing his name.
he belongs to me.
- she
happy birthday to me. 21.
i might be put on antipsychotics… :(
my love, you have watched me all these years. you formed every inch of my body. my love, i am yours, devoted to you forever & always.
they can be narrow their eyes & whisper bad intentions but you protect me & I defend you.
my heart aches when i remember you are no longer with us.
but i know you will be reincarnated & you will be mine.
i am sorry i wasn’t born any earlier.
my heart is yours.
they don’t understand you, my beloved.
but i do.
i want to spend my life devoted to you.
sorry for being gone.
i am back, my loves.
utterly broken, my lover has disappeared.
i feel so empty without him.
please god bring him back to me.
i can’t stop thinking about him…
the space between us drives me crazy.
i can’t wait till he gets up here & i make him mine.
- meta
thinking of him,
makes me feel high…