My Heart Aches When I Remember You Are No Longer With Us.

every time i talk to you, I feel electricity zap through my body, my eyes relaxing and a burning passion to be as close as i can physically be to you.

you hurt me so much.

yet i still love you forever.

where are you going, my love?

can’t you see, you belong to me.

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…

announcement for the humans & nonhumans that follow me:

My blog will start to show more gender variance such as speaking about my non-binary Genderfluid identity, as well as my spirituality (don’t worry I don’t force), etc.

so if you find that you are not interested, feel free to unfollow. I will continue with my Yandere posts but I now will include things I’m interested in. So yeah! ❤️❤️

I know online PD quizzies ain’t shit. But some of the questions for this test are fucking weird. Like what does being interested in art for a magazine cover have anything to do with personality disorders? Lmao

you wanted a life with me! but you said my identity was false & full of delusion!! YOU SAID YOU COULDN’T BE WITH SOMEONE WITH TOO MUCH DIFFERENCE OF OPINIONS!

how could you lead me on like that? how could you hurt me?

hi loves. i am not feeling so well.

send me some asks or comments?? pls? idk lol…

he is in my mind.

he is inside of my heart.

my arteries will explode and blood will hit the wall perfectly writing his name.

he belongs to me.

- she

i can’t stop thinking about him…

the space between us drives me crazy.

i can’t wait till he gets up here & i make him mine.

- meta