“OMG I Eat Sooo Clean, Make Me Feel Soooo Heathy” I Say As My Stomach Rumble For The Idontremenber

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🧶

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ rice with chicken, tempeh, little bit of noodles aaaand tiny little veggies + 1 ice green tea Snack~ + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ instant noodles with one egg + Greek yogurt with toping (granola, chickpeas and fruits)

Total:~ 1500 :)

I unintentionally made a 24h f@st today and idk how to feel

Im half proud half disappointed of myself Weird.

DAY 8

“I r3l@psed” Afraid AND ashamed

DAY 20

5 years ago It worked It became an obsession I couldn’t stop I started to r3cøvered, felt happy and starting to get better (in a good way) I r3l@psed ✌️

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 💫

… well yeah

Anyway the usual

Bowl: 3 pieces of fried tofu: ~200 Kimchi (about 2 tablespoons): ~20 Bean sprouts (about 1/3 cup): ~10 Sambal (1 tablespoon): ~20 White rice (about 100g cooked): ~150 → Bowl total: ~400

Plate: 3 pieces of fried tempeh: ~230 Papaya (~100g): ~50 Cucumber (~60g): ~10 → Plate total: ~290 kcal

2 Green tea: 0 1 ice Americano: ~10

Total of the day: ~700

DAY 10 (youhouhou!)

✨Denial is a river in Egypt ✨💅 HAHAHAHA. But honestly, to this day I’m still not entirely convinced that I have 3d even if, rationally speaking, something is definitely wrong lmao It’s easier to tell yourself that you’re simply in control… FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT 💃💃 MOUAHAHAH (Don’t do this please)

Okay so it’s been 3 weeks since I started and I think it’s time to add a “m3t@b day” to the routine First as a challenge, to prove myself that I’m in control and that I won’t f*€k everything up this time Second, because I don’t want to damage to much my m3t@bøl!sm and g@!n everything back just because of a wrong day And last but not least, as an experiment to see how it will affects my bød¥ (did I g@!n3d, løst or st@gn@t3d) But honestly I’m supposed to 3@t more than 2000 A DAY ?? and I really don’t know how I’ll try tho, it cannot be that hard

DAY 27

I hope that I am but low self 3steem often makes you think the opposite

Okay so I gained a little bit but it’s mostly water w3!ght because my m3@sur3ments didn’t move

I’m so glad I took them this morning, helped me not freaking out lmao

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🦖

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 coffee Snack~ + 1 apple + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1/2 burrata pizza + 1 green tea

Total:~ 800

It was girls night✨ so happy because I was the one proposing sharing this pizza that we previously talked about and it was soooo good, I love burrata and it was so worth it and so filling in a good way Also if anyone is wondering, no, I didn’t f@st on purpose, I just didn’t had the time to 3@t a real meal today. I personally wouldn’t recommend the f@st!ng method because it just make you wanna 3@t more when you break it and it personally make me think about føød a little to much for my own good haha