Undereating For Days: Whatever, That's What I Should Be Doing Anyways.

I used to be skinny and clearly anorexic and I've semi recovered I think. I feel so weird using the ana community to lose weight again but it's genuinely so effective omg, I've done it before I can do it again. I no longer wanna be the skinniest but I need that weight down like does anyone get this or feels the same?

what I eat in a day 19

-1400

-50kcal exercise

breakfast:

+150kcal, 20g protein pudding

+150kcal, 13g eggs

bf yelled at me to eat sugar because I was actually not braining at all today and felt really weird

+132kcal kinder country

(I did feel better after.........)

dinner:

-50kcal exercise

+220kcal, 23g protein chickens

+69kcal, 5g cauliflower

+50kcal sauce

+16kcal sugar for tea

+142kcal, 7g chips

+155kcal chocolate and tea

end: -416kcal, 68g protein

what I eat in a day 45

-1300

-100kcal exercise

+100kcal oshee

dinner:

+500kcal, 10g maybe? I'm at my bfs for holidays and they like to make me food and make me eat so it might be a struggle... also my bsfs bday is tomorrow so even more cake will be present

+100kcal candy

+209kcal, 3g kitkat

+410kcal, 27g tortilla

end: -81kcal, 40g protein

what I eat in a day 16

-1400

-150kcal workout

+200kcal cinnamon bun (I literally ate 1, cinnamons are my fav desserts, it's so unfair)

-110kcal treadmill walk

dinner:

technically I used 800g of turkey but I had to cut off the bloody and fatty bits and I gave some scraps to my cats so idk how much it actually is, I'll count it from the portion...

+130kcal, 11g protein cauliflower with nutritional yeast

+400kcal, 51g protein marinated turkey

+120kcal sauce

-60kcal workout

well I was gonna eat a kinder country but I got fucking sad so I didn't

green tea

end: -870kcal, 62g protein

I did so well, yay!

(if u saw me correct the count 50 times, no u didn't, I had trouble counting today even with a calculator idk why ToT)

I was buying a pizza for my boyfriend and the cashier was so skinny, I felt dirty even holding that box.

breathing heavily makes me feel so fat, especially in public. I swear it's anxiety, I'm not struggling that much...

(and then you breathe even heavier because you worry about the breathing and it's a cycle...)

what I eat in a day 17

-1400

breakfast:

+150kcal, 20g protein pudding

-100kcal workout

+200kcal cinnamon bun

dinner:

slightly unsure what this is, got it at bfs, didn't plate it myself

+700kcal, 15g protein maybe?

+20kcal almost black coffee

-130kcal workout

50 cups of tea

end: -560kcal, 35g protein

that protein intake is ass but that's fine ig

what I eat in a day 62

-1300

+158kcal, 20g protein pudding

+60kcal coffee

+114kcal, 6g stole a pizza slice from mum

-70kcal exercise

400g ground chicken (948kcal, 108g)

125g red bell pepper (37kcal, 1g)

300g spinach (75kcal, 9g)

86g canned peas (50kcal, 4g)

295g passata (103kcal, 4g)

125g mozarella (285kcal, 23g)

+seasoning

1331g / 1498kcal / 149g protein

100g / 112kcal / 11g protein

I had 277g + tortilla (191kcal, 6g) so

+501kcal, 37g

+120kcal, 1g cake

end: -417kcal, 64g protein

my fav veggie ever is cauliflower and it's 25kcal per 100g!! it's so great to eat a big bowl of it and I literally can't fit any more food for a few hours :D

what I eat in a day 42

-1300

+230kcal chocolate

dinner:

400g ground chicken (948kcal, 108g)

275g spinach (69kcal, 8g)

227g canned peas (175kcal, 9g)

335g passata (88kcal, 5g)

some sriracha idk (30kcal maybe)

125g mozarella (292kcal, 21g)

1372g / 1602kcal / 151g protein

100g / 116kcal / 11g

1 tortilla (178kcal, 5g)

+433kcal, 29g, didn't manage to fold it perfectly but that's alright

(and yes I know this method for counting per portion isn't perfect but it's good enough for me)

+385kcal, 28g made a lil cake

+110kcal, 2g topping chocolate

end: -132kcal, 59g protein