What I Eat In A Day 18

what I eat in a day 41

-1300

+20kcal coffee

dinner:

a fallen apart lasagne at bfs that I didn't cook, hence the lack of veg

+600kcal, 40g id guess?

+450kcal, 7g we were out with fams... I'm very unsure, split it in half with my bsf. it was a crêpe with chocolate, nuts and mascarpone

we were also on a walk so yay

end: -230kcal, 47g protein

what I eat in a day 62

-1300

+158kcal, 20g protein pudding

+60kcal coffee

+114kcal, 6g stole a pizza slice from mum

-70kcal exercise

400g ground chicken (948kcal, 108g)

125g red bell pepper (37kcal, 1g)

300g spinach (75kcal, 9g)

86g canned peas (50kcal, 4g)

295g passata (103kcal, 4g)

125g mozarella (285kcal, 23g)

+seasoning

1331g / 1498kcal / 149g protein

100g / 112kcal / 11g protein

I had 277g + tortilla (191kcal, 6g) so

+501kcal, 37g

+120kcal, 1g cake

end: -417kcal, 64g protein

what I eat in a day 11

-1400

breakfast:

2 eggs

+148kcal, 13g protein

dinner:

once again, got at bfs house, didn't cook it nor plate it, gonna say

+600kcal, 20g protein?

-50kcal workout

+250kcal cinnamon bun

-80kcal treadmill walk

+52kcal, 4g cauliflower

end: -480kcal, 37g protein

were back ok track i think, i hope

what I eat in a day 16

-1400

-150kcal workout

+200kcal cinnamon bun (I literally ate 1, cinnamons are my fav desserts, it's so unfair)

-110kcal treadmill walk

dinner:

technically I used 800g of turkey but I had to cut off the bloody and fatty bits and I gave some scraps to my cats so idk how much it actually is, I'll count it from the portion...

+130kcal, 11g protein cauliflower with nutritional yeast

+400kcal, 51g protein marinated turkey

+120kcal sauce

-60kcal workout

well I was gonna eat a kinder country but I got fucking sad so I didn't

green tea

end: -870kcal, 62g protein

I did so well, yay!

(if u saw me correct the count 50 times, no u didn't, I had trouble counting today even with a calculator idk why ToT)

!!!DON'T REPORT, JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON, IM PRO RECOVERY, THIS IS ALL FOR ME, MYSELF AND I!!!

rules for myself:

eat 1400kcal a day, don't starve yourself, include as much protein as you can

limit your sugar but don't get rid of it, you don't want your brain shutting off

limit snacking, opt for gum or tea

make an effort to look down on your plate when you're eating, make sure your brain is registering the meal

don't count calories from walks with friends (that's entertainment, not exercise), count calories from the treadmill, exercise and walking outside when it's only purpose is to burn kcals (running errands doesn't count)

also don't count calories from seasoning etc, it's such tiny amounts it probably cancels out with walking around the house

drink as much water as you can

remember to take thyroid medication, don't abuse it

it's ok if progress is slow, you literally take hormonal pills and have broken organs

try to sleep at least 8h a day, insomnia lowers metabolism

don't freak out over 1kg up or down, it's most likely water weight or you need to take a shit

leave your ana personality on Tumblr, being around anorexic people that don't wanna recover is miserable (if you do wanna recover I support you and I'm proud of you, ask for help!!)

if you slip up, don't give up

if tired or feeling unwell, it's okay to skip exercising that day, it's better to keep mental motivation over pushing yourself too much and quitting

get to know me!

what I eat in a day 42

-1300

+230kcal chocolate

dinner:

400g ground chicken (948kcal, 108g)

275g spinach (69kcal, 8g)

227g canned peas (175kcal, 9g)

335g passata (88kcal, 5g)

some sriracha idk (30kcal maybe)

125g mozarella (292kcal, 21g)

1372g / 1602kcal / 151g protein

100g / 116kcal / 11g

1 tortilla (178kcal, 5g)

+433kcal, 29g, didn't manage to fold it perfectly but that's alright

(and yes I know this method for counting per portion isn't perfect but it's good enough for me)

+385kcal, 28g made a lil cake

+110kcal, 2g topping chocolate

end: -132kcal, 59g protein

do you have any song recs that are around anorexia but not sad sounding with the melody? like Nessa Barnet dying on the inside type of thing. more rock, pop.

lately I've been eating as a social thing. birthday, event, hangout, not because of hunger. I don't want to lose the last bits of social life I have but it's hard.

I wish eating wasn't a social thing.

my bio chem boyfriend just told me our bodies don't process alcohol calories. and actually it takes more of our energy to process the alcohol than the amount you drink. can anyone smart confirm this?

what I eat in a day 51

-1300

+79kcal apple

dinner:

+550kcal, 41g chicken fingers + veg

and then we went to the movies and got a huge unplanned popcorn and idk how to count cause we all shared around so I can't even count % of the bucket that I ate

+1200kcal I'll guess idk tho no fucking clue

-50kcal exercise

end: +/-479kcal, >41g protein