If I Go To Sleep And Wake Up At 8am I Will Not Be Hungry Until Like 12 Easy, But If I Don't Sleep All

what I eat in a day 70

-1300

+50kcal no sugar candy

+79kcal, 6g hotdog sausage

75g soy sauce (20kcal, 3g)

3g garlic (4kcal)

4g honey (12kcal)

1tspish potato starch (12kcal)

370g chicken (407kcal, 86g)

198g broccoli (67kcal, 6g)

175g - red bell pepper (46kcal, 2g)

20g - sugar (80kcal)

850g / 648kcal / 97g protein

+208kcal, 31g I didn't finish it cause the taste was too much, tomorrow I'm gonna have it with pasta to level it out more. also it fills u up quickkk

+274kcal, 2g zozole gummies

+206kcal, 9g protein bar

end: -483kcal, 48g protein

I'm losing it, my mum has always been chubby and never could lose weight, she doesn't wanna tell me how she did it but Ive seen the ozempic like stuff in the fridge so.....

I feel so bad cause her legs are starting to look thinner than mine and I can't let her be skinnier than me. I can't let her win like that.

what I eat in a day 12

-1400

-215kcal treadmill jog/walk

breakfast:

60g flour (218kcal, 6g)

1 egg (68kcal, 6g)

80g milk (48kcal, 3g)

with protein (180kcal, 20g) pudding instead of nutella

I made a lot of thin ones over less thicker ones to feel like I ate more

+494kcal, 35g protein

green tea

snack

+100kcal, 4g cauliflower and borsch

dinner:

344g I still have that lasagne lmao

+494kcal, 27g

green tea

+50kcal instant noodles

green tea

end: -477kcal, 66g protein

what I eat in a day 71

-1300

+169kcal, 1g apple

+37kcal gummies

+194kcal, 14g chicken fingers

+102kcal, 1g chocolate

+343kcal, 32g same chicken and veg as yesterday but with pasta this time, much better btw

-100kcal exercise

+216kcal, 10g protein bar

end: -339kcal, 58g protein

what I eat in a day 65

-1300

+65kcal apple

+216kcal, 10g protein bar

+350kcal, 5g gołąbki (im not even translating it sorry) (also guessed because at bfs again)

-120kcal exercise

+200kcal, 4g snacking with bf

+90kcal wine

+200kcal popcorn

+277kcal, 19g tortilla

ok we also had some whisky with pepsi 0 but idk how much and honestly, I'm not mad with how I look rn so some days I'd say I'm allowed to go over the limit, sorry if that upsets anyone but that's how I feel for now. Google says whisky might be like 80, but im gonna say a 100 anyway.

+100kcal whiskey

-100kcal exercise

end: -22kcal, 38g protein (maybe idk)

what I eat in a day 4

-1400kcals start

i am at boyfriends, can't monitor food perfectly, I was given semolina (idk if that translation is right bruh, kasza manna in polish tho) and I refused since it's pretty high in kcal and not that much protein to justify it so I'm gonna start the day with dinner and either skip breakfast or eat it after I get back home

dinner:

+530kcal MAYBE? and 28g protein MAYBE?

I didn't cook it, I didn't plate it, I'm full on guessing, please correct me if I'm way off

supper:

+144kcal, 20g protein pudding

i also added cinnamon again

+400kcal on chocolate idgaf

and lots of tea

end: -326kcal and 48g protein

I need to stop being sick ASAP, I need exercise

based on my wardrobe, my size is somewhere between kids 152 and men's XXXL, your pick what it really is ┐⁠(⁠ ⁠∵⁠ ⁠)⁠┌

the food, food porn obsession or whatever has gotten too far. I'm watching dog bowl videos. as in putting in kibble, broth, a ducks head, yk, the usual.

I'm gonna assume most people listen to music on the treadmill but have y'all tried singing while looking at the lyrics? obv gonna be hard to sing when you're sprinting but even lipsyncing omg, the time literally passed SO FAST, it's a magic trick!!

!!!DON'T REPORT, JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON, IM PRO RECOVERY, THIS IS ALL FOR ME, MYSELF AND I!!!

rules for myself:

eat 1400kcal a day, don't starve yourself, include as much protein as you can

limit your sugar but don't get rid of it, you don't want your brain shutting off

limit snacking, opt for gum or tea

make an effort to look down on your plate when you're eating, make sure your brain is registering the meal

don't count calories from walks with friends (that's entertainment, not exercise), count calories from the treadmill, exercise and walking outside when it's only purpose is to burn kcals (running errands doesn't count)

also don't count calories from seasoning etc, it's such tiny amounts it probably cancels out with walking around the house

drink as much water as you can

remember to take thyroid medication, don't abuse it

it's ok if progress is slow, you literally take hormonal pills and have broken organs

try to sleep at least 8h a day, insomnia lowers metabolism

don't freak out over 1kg up or down, it's most likely water weight or you need to take a shit

leave your ana personality on Tumblr, being around anorexic people that don't wanna recover is miserable (if you do wanna recover I support you and I'm proud of you, ask for help!!)

if you slip up, don't give up

if tired or feeling unwell, it's okay to skip exercising that day, it's better to keep mental motivation over pushing yourself too much and quitting

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