If Ed, Why No Skinny

Did a Pilates class this morning and I sweat like a fucking pig, I feel disgusting. But at least all my muscles burn now. I hope the fat burns away with it.

the tt sound that’s like “I can’t laugh just yet, I gotta hold it in”… but make it I can’t grieve just yet, I have to finish my uni

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weight loss is simple, not easy.

What I ate yesterday~

(+ some dried seaweed I forgot to picture)

Snacks: green grapes, cherry tomatoes, salad, and soybeans; I weighed everything. (328cal)

Dinner: Beef with pasta and sauce, and a slice of chocolate cake (~700cal)

Snack: seaweed (~90cal)

Total: 1118cal

I can’t fast anymore because then I feel so nauseous and get migraines and can’t get anything done…

I miss my fasting days before I became obese.

I miss the days where I could fast WITHOUT GETTING SO NAUSEOUS and getting a migraine.

Like hello my fat body… we didn’t eat for like 14 hours… we skipped two meals. Chill out. I feel like a rattled old dog.

I ate a lot again… but no binge! And I counted everything!

Breakfast: Egg burrito made with 2 eggs (152), cherry tomatoes (34), bacon (80), and tortilla (193) - with some ketchup (~22)

- Felt really good after eating this, but was missing the spinach (I ran out)

Snack: New years pastries my grandma baked (212)

- I love these so much and I’m really glad I ate some without feeling too guilty.

Lunch: konjac noodles (8), tuna (113), soy sauce (8), and some dried seaweed (30)

- 10/10 amazing yummy delicious

Snack: More pastries (106) and a fun drink (129)

Dinner: More pastries (318), with a salad (6), ham (123) and cheese (56) tortilla wrap (193), and some corn tortilla chips (158)

- I really regret eating the tortilla chips, I didn’t even really enjoy them.

Snack: Gummy bears (68)

- Tried these for the first time they have stevia sweetener. My only problem with them is that they are not nearly sour enough!! Why do they call them sour gummies!!

Total: 2010cal 👎

I also drank literally like 3litres of tea today because I was so hungry….

I wish I genuinely didn’t like food. But I love it so much.

me every time i take a shower: