Idk anymore haha, I sure act like I am on a daily basis but overall I don’t think I’m happy, more like grateful about the events in my life and my surroundings, friends and family
I started this journey to numb my feelings.. well I think it’s working pretty well lmao
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ rice with chicken, tempeh, little bit of noodles aaaand tiny little veggies + 1 ice green tea Snack~ + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ instant noodles with one egg + Greek yogurt with toping (granola, chickpeas and fruits)
Total:~ 1500 :)
Idk what to expect from the sc@le and it’s k!ll!ng me right now
I’m so scared
WDYM I have more strength now ?? I mean I’m happy with it but the rationale part of my brain don’t understand right now
My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week
I was never able to before but I need to look “healthy enough” for other not to ask me questions Pls leave me alone🧚
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ mie godok Snack~ fried manioc + 2 ice Americano Dinner~ shirataki noodles with chicken broth + watermelon and melon in lowc@l lychee smoothie + 1 matcha ice cream
Total:~ 1200
I’ve been with friends all day so obviously we had lunch and snack but I’m getting really good at r3str!ct!ng without anyone noticing so I’m proud of this day 🐞
I wake up and I feel sick, like I wanna thrøw⬆️
I’m not really active because I’m in a school trip. It feels like it’s also to test to see if I can r3str!ct myself while hanging out with my friends for three all day.. so far it’s working I said no to the morning snacks, just drank a coffee to stay in the vibe and didn’t even finish my plates (I hate throwing out food but I was feeling so full omg) proud of myself hehe Wish me luck for dinner, I’m setting the limit at 1800 since it’s also c@lør!3 deficit limit :)
Pleeeeeease
a nonchalant man is NOT for me