Same as what I’m wearing now, I like my style and I don’t particularly hate my body, I just want to feel in control
M3t@bday make me feel like I’m pregnant
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ chicken mentai rice + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 1 Sourdough chia cranberry + cherry tomatoes and vegetables crackers + chicken cheesy sausage +1 bottles of vitamin C orange water + 1 ice Americano + whole bread with Greek yogurt Dinner~ egg and cheese on slice of whole bread + green salad + 1 green tea
Total:~ 2000-2300
I really tried this time and I finally reached for sure the 2000 (I would normally need 2100-2300 for maintenance so it’s a win hehe) Since I would have never be able to do it in just 2 meals I tried the snacking small portions method and it worked pretty well
Cassie (skin)… do I really need to explain?
Chinatsu Kano (blue box) I see her and I’m like, you look like my teenage self..
Rapunzel (Rapunzel) arty girl that want to be free and make her life look and feel like a party. Romanticise every little thing to make your life more fun
Jo & Amy March (Little Women) a mix of the two really because of their determination but the way they are so human, some of their actions and words resonate and they ask themselves questions that I ask myself everyday
Yeah I know that five not three but ik what idc hehehe
MY COLLARBØN3S ARE SHOWING MORE AND MORE!!! AAAAAAAAH What a great day
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Snack/Lunch~ 1 corn ice cream + 1 onigiri spicy chicken Diner~ the other half of a vegetarian pizza with tempeh on top + papaya + cucumber
Total:~ 1400 💫
If a m3t@bday count as a ch3@t day then yes
I do it because I don’t want to go back to the mentality state that I was 5 years ago but it’s actually really hard for me to 3@t so much in 1 day
Art.. that include painting, installation, performance and writing
Biology and science, especially micro and macro world🧑🔬
Sport, I’m currently in the gym but that’s only because I can’t afford swimming class and horse riding hahahahaaaa (give me money lmao)
Politics
Doing to much sudoku for my own good
Making fake scenarios in my head and talking to myself
I’m entering a weird mode when I need someone to 3@t with either way I would just skip it until dinner time
I basically forcing føød in my bødy right now just to keep it functional and I’m exhausted because it’s the finals and I’m really active + I don’t wanna g@!n all the w3!ght back so I have to be extra careful to 3@t “enough” from now on
I have mixed feelings about the stage that I’m in right now lmao
Really don’t know, maybe video and blogs.. ?
The typical “Are sure you gonna 3@t more”
Aaaaaand one that I found terrible “ If I push you, you’ll roll ”……. This one hurts pretty bad The funny part is that I wasn’t even f@t, I wasn’t sk!nny either, just normal lmao