MY COLLARBØN3S ARE SHOWING MORE AND MORE!!! AAAAAAAAH What A Great Day

TF YOU MEAN I’M COLD AT 25 C° ?? HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE WHEN I COME BACK ?? -- It’s more around 20C° or less at home lol 💀--

DAY 30 youhouhou

For my stats I won’t have my real CW right now BUT

Wa!st~ 71-72–> 65

@rms~ 30–> 26-27

CW~ 56–> 53

My reality check is that maybe reaching 60 around my wa!st in 2 months was a little bit to much lmao (I still have two weeks but I don’t now if it’s humanly possible)

And my @rms always been the most difficult part so for now I am happy that’s it’s not going up (BUT PLEASE GO THE FCKING DØWN OMG)

I’ll update the CW on Sunday :)

Overall I’ll feel happy and miserable at the same time so it’s kinda weird lol

Oh and my cøll@rbøn3s are visible now and my h!p bøn3s just starting

body dysmorphia core

Well bødy dysmørph!@ is baaaaack💀 didn’t take her to long for sure..

DAY 18

I meeeeean I’m a cheese lover so yeah and I had some a week ago and I won’t stop myself 3@t!ng it but in moderation and anyway real cheese can be really expensive so I save money in the same time by controlling my portions

I actually have some leftover in the fridge that I didn’t touch for a week because I didn’t felt like it. I’m proud of that haha

I was worried this morning because my shirt felt tight but after m3@sur!ng and questioning myself I came to the conclusion that it was because of my bøøbs AHAHAH GREAT DAY EVERYONE

My biggest flex right now is that I have a meat bread in my bag and I’m strong enough not to 3@t it

Make me feel in control weirdly

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐛

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ gado-gado with 2 krupuk + 4pcs of tofu goreng + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 2 ice Americano Dinner~ nasi goreng with 1 krepek

Total:~ 1300

First day of the trip and so far I’m doing pretty well :)

TW: fck3d up 3d thoughs

Every single month, when the cramps hit, I dream about the early menopause I can create with 4n4 and I whisper “maybe next month I’ll be s!ck enough”

This is not very “mentally stable” of me

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE ♟️

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~✖️ Snack~ 1 ice Americano + 1 peanuts salad with balsamic yogurt sauce + mini tempeh goreng Dinner~ Protein Kick salad with kimchi + chicken broth with shirataki noodles and tofu + 1 orange juice

Total:~ 1100

GUYYYYYS I’M SO HAPPY!!

I found a place (salad on the second picture) where they give the amount of c@l for each of their dish, it’s not expensive and doesn’t go above 500 !!? (This salad was 350) + It looks AND TASTES so GOOD <33 50 on the sc@l3 here I come !

Take my money lmao 😂