Well Bødy Dysmørph!@ Is Baaaaack💀 Didn’t Take Her To Long For Sure..

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🧚

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ peanut butter sandwich + 1 ice Americano Diner (I changed this time haha)~ half of a vegetarian pizza with tempeh on top + papaya + cucumber + 2pcs of tofu goreng + roasted seaweed + green tea

Total: 1500

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐣

Breakfast~ 3 coffee + chicken and veggies + 1 omelette + fruit platter + 3 little cakes + 3 little tempeh mendoan and 2 croquettes Snack~ nuts mix + 1 ice Americano + 1 coffee Dinner~ 1 nasi goreng

Total:~ 1900-2000

First day of my period and a 5h hike, yeah better not r3str!ct today If I count everything my body burned at least 800 more than usual which means more than 1/3 of my maintenance + I really don’t care as long as it can prevent me from getting sick lmao I feel really weak right now

Since I r3l@ps3d I løst something like 5 cm around my w@!st and 3 around my biceps (my upper arms are my biggest insecurity) !!!

AAAAAAAH I’M SO HAPPY

Remember that you can gain a bit of w3!ght but compare it to your m3@sur3ments can help you not freaking out

My friend told me tonight that she could see my back and arms muscles!! I’m so happy like- That means that I’m not l00s!ng muscles mass (I might be in denial for this one haha) and it really helps me f!tt!ng my bødy dysmørph!@ right now Love her<3

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 💋

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano + 5 vegetables crackers with fruits and Greek yogurt Lunch~ roasted chicken with mushroom pepper sauce and steamed vegetables + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ protein salad + green salad, 5 vegetables crackers with fruits and Greek yogurt

Total:~ 1300

What a great day

My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE ✨

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 cheese bread + 2 roasted sausages Snack~ smoothies bowl + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ high protein bowl with rice + 1 slice of cheese + 2 slice of bread + chicken broth + løwc@l lychee candy

Total:~ 1900

I ate a bit more today so I don’t really feel comfortable but I have to be honest with myself, I felt so weak today, couldn’t concentrate on anything and it’s probably because I don’t count my c@lør!3s in an accurate way so I end up more exhausted than I should be for the amount I’m over calculating everyday.. I shouldn’t complain about it because that means that it’s working and anyway, I did it myself to myself but I can’t talk to anyone about that, I don’t have anyone to talk to cause it’s not their f¥ck!ng business yk and I can handle it on my own. I just feel a teeny tiny bit down and it feels like here people understand at least because we are all in, comforting each other, which feel sad at the same time, thank you <33

You are all enough and beautiful!!

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🐰

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano + 1 fruity protein bowl Lunch~ 1 spicy sausage + 2 ice Americano + 1 unflavoured kombucha Snack~ 1 ice Americano + 1 apple Dinner~ 1 soto ayam and tofu + Greek yogurt with kimchi and 1 egg + Greek yogurt with tofu and grape

Total:~ 1100-1200

Lots of protein there lmao

I was at DAY 3 but quick resume of the first 2 days :)

(I count/measure everything in c@l, kg and cm)

DAY 1

Height:150cm - CW:56 - GW:47 - UGW:40.

Expectations: GW before returning home in 1 month and a half, loosing my p3r!ods, waist at 60 (at least)

DAY 2

Papaya, sambal, coffee, protein (lowc), sweet treats (lowc)

DAY 3

I don't think I have one but getting obsessed and having a goal makes me forget about my other problems or they'll have less impact on me. Basically it's like treating 4n@! as a coping mechanisms and numbing all the other feelings that are "unnecessary"... Note: I'm just a coward that avoids her problems instead of facing them Imao (it's working tho)

I feel so full of water right now, nothing can enter my bødy ahahah

But I’m thirsty…