Every single month, when the cramps hit, I dream about the early menopause I can create with 4n4 and I whisper “maybe next month I’ll be s!ck enough”
This is not very “mentally stable” of me
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ steamed vegetables with roasted chicken and creamy mushroom sauce + 1 ice Americano Snack~ smoothie bowl +passion fruit drink
Total:~ 1400
AHAHAHAH no
But I do a skin care everyday so it make me feel like I am
Breakfast~ 3 coffee + chicken and tempeh with lots of veggies + 1 omelette + fruit platter + 1/2 small lamingtons cake + little sweet steamed bread Lunch~ 1 ice Americano Snack~ 2 banana mas + 1 ice Americano + 1 coffee Dinner~ rice and chicken curry with sambal and veggies + corn ice cream
Total:~ 1500
Lots of coffee today lmao
Don’t get me wrong, I DESPISE having my p3r!od BUT the post m3nstruat!on effect on my bødy and mindset is just the best feeling ever
I didn’t take pictures but ate around 2000 I think
M3@b@b dayyyyy!! Finally!
I feel sooo heavy tho😭
Gonna be really careful from now on cause my last account got banned.. soooo HELLO AGAIN EVERYONE hehe 🧚
First I’m gonna post what I remember from my last account, I’m happy I solved the problem cause I really like the motivation I get from the people on this app <3
So you can call me lali🌺, I won’t give my real name or other really personal information except the usual and that I’m an adult :)
I’m here mostly to talk about my journey, it feels great not to be alone sometimes and I don’t want anyone to notice that I’ve relapsed and disappoint them haha
I’m planning on l0w3!ght before coming back from my studies in a month and a half, at least 10kg (if it’s more I won’t complain tho). I’m 150cm for ≈56kg, very active (gym rat 🐀 haha) but won’t count my workouts in my total intake cause it’s gonna be toxic for myself.. LIKE GIRL AS IF what I’m doing now is healthy lmao 💃
I eat max 1800 a day but probably over counting because I don’t have a scale.. ANYWAY wish me luck and discipline and I’ll wish it for you ⭐️
PS: for those who are rec0vering or trying (what are you doing here?? Pls leave don’t do this to yourself!) good luck, you are incredibly strong <33 If you’re a minor I kindly ask you to not follow and if you see that I followed you pls block me it was a mistake
Breakfast~ 2 ice Americano + Greek yogurt with corn and 1 egg + soya milk Snack~ spicy cheesy sausage + Egg salad wraps Lunch~ scrambled eggs with mushrooms sauce on focaccia and 1 chicken sausage + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1 gado-gado with kerupuk
Total:~ 1500-1600
Løøs!ng w3!ght without løøs!ng muscle mass feels different
WDYM I have more strength now ?? I mean I’m happy with it but the rationale part of my brain don’t understand right now
Really don’t know, maybe video and blogs.. ?