DAY 13

I’m entering a weird mode when I need someone to 3@t with either way I would just skip it until dinner time

I basically forcing føød in my bødy right now just to keep it functional and I’m exhausted because it’s the finals and I’m really active + I don’t wanna g@!n all the w3!ght back so I have to be extra careful to 3@t “enough” from now on

I have mixed feelings about the stage that I’m in right now lmao

Im gonna stop with the c@lør!3s.. I started tracking them again but it’s just stressing me so much and it’s not good for my goals so I will go back to estimation and focus on portions cøntrøl (this worked well with me)

DAY 21

My nose (number one ALWAYS)

My freckles

My wrist

I’m not really active because I’m in a school trip. It feels like it’s also to test to see if I can r3str!ct myself while hanging out with my friends for three all day.. so far it’s working I said no to the morning snacks, just drank a coffee to stay in the vibe and didn’t even finish my plates (I hate throwing out food but I was feeling so full omg) proud of myself hehe Wish me luck for dinner, I’m setting the limit at 1800 since it’s also c@lør!3 deficit limit :)

Maybe one day I’ll be able to see myself the way other perceive me.

Love when bødy dysmørph!@ is in vacation

Please stay where you are and don’t come back☺️, the longer the better <33 …. That’s what she said

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐞

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ smoothie bowl + cheddar sandwich + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 3 bites of bread + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ my regular egg bowl + Greek yogurt with toping (granola, chickpeas and fruits) + 1 green tea

Total:~ 1600

I wake up

No bloating

No sadness

And the light defining the h!ps bønes that’s start showing

What a great great day 🧚

My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week

M3t@bday make me feel like I’m pregnant