DAY 26

DAY 14

Working on my thesis

Working out

Working on my mindset

Working on my projects

Working

Haha

Post m3t@bday update I’m not feeling bloated? I’ll take it

DAY 22

The typical “Are sure you gonna 3@t more”

Aaaaaand one that I found terrible “ If I push you, you’ll roll ”……. This one hurts pretty bad The funny part is that I wasn’t even f@t, I wasn’t sk!nny either, just normal lmao

DAY 29

AHAHAHAH no

But I do a skin care everyday so it make me feel like I am

My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week

I’m again, going to a 3 days trip (two of them is the time of the travel lmao) and I feel like I’ll be able to walk out of this experience in cøntrøl and with a smile on my face

Since I r3l@ps3d I løst something like 5 cm around my w@!st and 3 around my biceps (my upper arms are my biggest insecurity) !!!

AAAAAAAH I’M SO HAPPY

Remember that you can gain a bit of w3!ght but compare it to your m3@sur3ments can help you not freaking out

DAY 26

I have body dysmorphia so I don’t really trust the mirror but

My collarbøn3s are finally showing

I got a little gap between my th!ghs

My w3!ght 

When I bend over I can see my spine

And maybe other things but it’s hard for me to notice them

Today I was randomly called pretty at the cafe I usually go to work on my assignments. I needed this but at the same time it felt a bit sad because I wasn’t feeling anything.. almost as it was fake. But it another reminder that people don’t see you as you do yourself. Give yourself a little bit of love every day <33

(it was just a nice compliment btw not some weird pick up line to get my number or anything)

My friend told me tonight that she could see my back and arms muscles!! I’m so happy like- That means that I’m not l00s!ng muscles mass (I might be in denial for this one haha) and it really helps me f!tt!ng my bødy dysmørph!@ right now Love her<3