What I Eat In A Day 24

what I eat in a day 37

-1300

dinner:

I had not enough filling left for 2 and too much for 1, so I'm eating an overfilled one today. I'm going on a very long walk later with my sister so I don't mind, will need the energy probs (I'm trying not to feel bad about it) (I'm scared) (I feel dumb)

+786kcal, 33g

on the walk

+60kcal energy drink

+380kcal, 6g ice cream

+50kcal bfs dad gave me beer

+150kcal, 3g donut kinda thing cause I've been acting like a bitch from hungerrr (idk why I'm fucking hungry all the time)

-100kcal exercise

end: 26kcal, 42g protein

why am I flopping so hard (the walk kcals don't count as it was entertainment but my body will feel the difference I hope??....)

just don't give up, worse period of time, I'll stay around this or do better, can't get worse (we were planning on kebabs tomorrow...)

my bfs grandma told his mum that I'm so skinny, too skinny. and that they should start shoving food into me

so you think I'm skinyyyy😋

what I eat in a day 76

-1300

+30kcal drink

+160kcal, 20g protein pudding

+152kcal, 5g oat bar

+393kcal, 13g pesto pasta

-60kcal exercise

-100kcal walk

+213kcal, 3g chocolate and gingerbread

end: -512kcal, 41g protein

what I eat in a day 2

-1400 to start with

+50kcal and 3g protein from a glass of milk I sipped on while working out

-50kcal I did abs and a tiny bit of arms, idk how much I burned so let's say 50 (I'm so sore after yesterday I'm barely waking)

breakfast:

3 eggs with a dash of milk again, I switched the rice cake for another egg today, I didn't like them yesterday

+270kcal and 18g protein

+189kcal chocolate........

green tea

dinner:

same as yesterday, today I ate 350g so...

+540kcal and 37g protein

also since I was eating with my boyfriend I forgot to take a picture...

-100kcal workout

green tea

+189kcal chocolate

I know sugar bad blah blah but as long as I'm in deficit the weight loss is still happening!! and I don't wanna deny EVERY craving to avoid binging! self control is important but knowing when to let go is as well :)

end: -312kcal, 58g protein

I hate when people that aren't failing or losers call themselves that. so you're in uni, have a perfect body, a bf, you're studying, you have hobbies and you're a loser? ok. you can feel like one, can't control feelings right, but calling yourself one? please.

my bio chem boyfriend just told me our bodies don't process alcohol calories. and actually it takes more of our energy to process the alcohol than the amount you drink. can anyone smart confirm this?

what I eat in a day 38

-1300

-100kcal exercise

I have been forced to eat, very much forced, I managed to fight it into small portions

+400kcal, 4g maybe? who tf knows

i tried to purge but I have no gag reflex and I only managed to get maybe half the ice cream out -50kcal??

also we went on a walk idk 7k steps smth like that

+1300kcal ?? kebab that I promised I would eat

tried to puke it too -100kcal maybe

everything is a maybe today this day is completely fucked twisted I'm a mess sorry gang

-50kcal exercise

i don't wanna even count this or look at it anymore goodnight

what I eat in a day 62

-1300

+158kcal, 20g protein pudding

+60kcal coffee

+114kcal, 6g stole a pizza slice from mum

-70kcal exercise

400g ground chicken (948kcal, 108g)

125g red bell pepper (37kcal, 1g)

300g spinach (75kcal, 9g)

86g canned peas (50kcal, 4g)

295g passata (103kcal, 4g)

125g mozarella (285kcal, 23g)

+seasoning

1331g / 1498kcal / 149g protein

100g / 112kcal / 11g protein

I had 277g + tortilla (191kcal, 6g) so

+501kcal, 37g

+120kcal, 1g cake

end: -417kcal, 64g protein

what I eat in a day 43

-1300

+20kcal coffee

+84kcal michaszek

dinner:

+468kcal, 33g tortilla again

+260kcal, 9g tost, this isn't exact at all

-50kcal exercise

end: -518kcal, 42g

!!!DON'T REPORT, JUST BLOCK AND MOVE ON, IM PRO RECOVERY, THIS IS ALL FOR ME, MYSELF AND I!!!

rules for myself:

eat 1400kcal a day, don't starve yourself, include as much protein as you can

limit your sugar but don't get rid of it, you don't want your brain shutting off

limit snacking, opt for gum or tea

make an effort to look down on your plate when you're eating, make sure your brain is registering the meal

don't count calories from walks with friends (that's entertainment, not exercise), count calories from the treadmill, exercise and walking outside when it's only purpose is to burn kcals (running errands doesn't count)

also don't count calories from seasoning etc, it's such tiny amounts it probably cancels out with walking around the house

drink as much water as you can

remember to take thyroid medication, don't abuse it

it's ok if progress is slow, you literally take hormonal pills and have broken organs

try to sleep at least 8h a day, insomnia lowers metabolism

don't freak out over 1kg up or down, it's most likely water weight or you need to take a shit

leave your ana personality on Tumblr, being around anorexic people that don't wanna recover is miserable (if you do wanna recover I support you and I'm proud of you, ask for help!!)

if you slip up, don't give up

if tired or feeling unwell, it's okay to skip exercising that day, it's better to keep mental motivation over pushing yourself too much and quitting

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