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when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST
since im overweight with 4n4 favorite thing to do is watch those videos explaining 4n4 and their diagnosis just so i can get triggered over the "person must be at a normal / or underweight" so it motivates me to PROVE i have it
WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!
(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)
i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61
my brother asked how much weight i lost and said i looked good... considering the fact i love my brother to death this is so validating and 100% my reason to keep going.
soon, it wont be my brother. somebody i have a crush on will notice me and compliment me. I WILL GET SKINNY.
ofc they put the bitch with an ed in food class. the way i had to break my fast for the carbiest shit too.
when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔
gang.... i love akira.!!! and amon!!!!! guys!!!!
hiii there!!! my names theo, im trans(masculine) with an ed . . i've lost like 16 kg since (late-) july and im still going!! i shitpost about this stupid ed a LOOOTTTT and amongst that will be my silly rambles of my silly willy babyboy amon (and akira too ig....) and also just devilman crybaby stuff in general ngl
im ALSO 13!!!! A MINOR!!! PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG IF YOU ARE OVER 18!!!
stats under the cut!! (along with like... general stuff maybe)
hw/starting weight: 79.9 kg (what the freak)
lw: current weight
current weight: 59.5 kg
gw1: 60 kg
gw2: 50 kg (HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THIS YEAR GANG!!)
gw3: 45 kg
ugw: 40 kg!!! (HELL YEAH GANGY!!!)
— “Akira, why am I the only one talking?”
silly stupid tags i use for my non ed content:
• theo lowkey be rambling
• theos life is super interesting!!
— “Please, be somewhere! Say something! Akira!”
don't report. this is my safe space where i can spew what i want to randos who relate to me. if you feel triggered, just block me.
very ✨nutritious✨ lunch (and breakfast)
i'm so fucking tired but i can't sleep because i'm so fucking hungry it hurts but i don't want to eat either just fucking k1ll me
i've found a shirt in my drawers that i last wore in 2012 and i can't believe that i fit into it again. it wasn't from my lowest weight but close. besides, it's a size small, so it still feels good.
for the first time in literal years, my thighs do not touch anymore... it's a miniscule gap, but it's there, so that's all that matters
i'm aware that the weight i lost is already quite a lot, but i still like to just convert the kg into lbs just to it feels like it's more than it already is
can my friend stop asking me if i ate every fucking day like bitch we both know that i, in fact, did not so leave me alone
funny how i'm starving to lose weight just so i can fucking kms already
it's funny how i actually ended up in a state where my mind craves cigarettes more than food
I just don't know what the point of living is anymore, what's the point if my dad is still gonna be my dad till the day i die, if my family is still gonna be my family, if I'm never gonna be skinny,cis,straight or normal for fucks sake. This is it for me, I'm never leaving this country or this city and that fucking sucks
planning to liquid fast for as long as I physically can
oops my bad i thought i was only fasting for 45 hours.... hahah nope i input the info into the fasting app and I've apparently been fasting for 60:11:45 damn thats great that I couldn't tell lol