Planning To Liquid Fast For As Long As I Physically Can

Hii don’t forget to starve today xx

Honestly, if the only other option is being fat, being a little hungry all the time doesn't sound bad at all

calories are evil ngl

hypothetically can i kill myself if im not at least at my gw by my birthday

i love the feeling of an empty stomach. i feel so light. 🤍

active 3d blogs plssss reblog and like i need moots!!!💜

'You barely e4t something these days.' God forbid a woman has goals.

. #retiredcrashoutbutcute

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit

Introduction (age 21)

Hi. You can call me Newt because ain't no way I'm sharing my real name on here in fear that someone I know finds me. I'm pretty fucked up in a lot of ways

I'm a survivor of child and adolescent torture after having been severely abused and also a victim of TMBC (trauma-based mind control) and RA (ritual abuse) throughout my childhood. I was abused for 13 and a half years before being removed by social services once I became confident enough to talk about what was happening.

I have Bipolar 1, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Some sorta restrictive ed (probs atypical ana), a psychotic disorder, Complex PTSD, and fibromyalgia. I also deal with sleep problems and a bunch of other physical health issues that are undiagnosed

I'm trans FTM and use he/him Pronouns. I started medication in 2021 after being sectioned to a child inpatient unit where I live and started antipsychotics which made me gain 25 odd kg. I'm now working to lose that weight now I'm feeling more "stable".

I was clinically anorexic before starting on antipsychotics and hoping to get back to that state.

I will mostly be posting about my ed.

If you don't like that, block, don't report.

You have your safe spaces, I have mine.

Nice to meet you all! :D