Introduction (age 21)

Introduction (age 21)

Hi. You can call me Newt because ain't no way I'm sharing my real name on here in fear that someone I know finds me. I'm pretty fucked up in a lot of ways

I'm a survivor of child and adolescent torture after having been severely abused and also a victim of TMBC (trauma-based mind control) and RA (ritual abuse) throughout my childhood. I was abused for 13 and a half years before being removed by social services once I became confident enough to talk about what was happening.

I have Bipolar 1, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Some sorta restrictive ed (probs atypical ana), a psychotic disorder, Complex PTSD, and fibromyalgia. I also deal with sleep problems and a bunch of other physical health issues that are undiagnosed

I'm trans FTM and use he/him Pronouns. I started medication in 2021 after being sectioned to a child inpatient unit where I live and started antipsychotics which made me gain 25 odd kg. I'm now working to lose that weight now I'm feeling more "stable".

I was clinically anorexic before starting on antipsychotics and hoping to get back to that state.

I will mostly be posting about my ed.

If you don't like that, block, don't report.

You have your safe spaces, I have mine.

Nice to meet you all! :D

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3 weeks ago

hunger is my drug

2 days ago

let's lock in together šŸ¤ start today , losing weight only depends on you .

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1 week ago

Food has literally ruined my life. Fuck that bitch.

2 weeks ago

I feel proud for not getting the food I want to eat

"Honour your cravings" by acknowledging them and proving they can't get to you

2 weeks ago

My nurse and psychiatrist referred me to the eating disorder clinic and my first appointment is on the 3rd of June. I'm going to try to liquid fast until then, currently on day 3

2 weeks ago

34ting d1sord3r??? No i have a little kitten in my tummy and every time i eat im smothering him!! :((( when my tummy growls thats just him purring!!! (I’m losing my fucking mind)

3 weeks ago

.š–„” ݁ To be an angel, you have to let go of the world. Let go of everything. Even hunger. š–„” ݁ ˖๋ ࣭ ā­‘

.š–„” ݁ To Be An Angel, You Have To Let Go Of The World. Let Go Of Everything. Even Hunger. š–„” ݁
1 week ago

got told that if the eating disorder clinic can't help me, I will have to be sectioned and in forced recovery. Kill me now

2 weeks ago

"but i'm so hvngry"

no you're not. you're just f4t and need to drink more water.

1 month ago

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A guy with DID, CPTSD, some kinda ED, Bipolar, and some other stuff

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