Gender Envy. Gender.

this is everything i aspire to be. . .

the feet of mountains littered with beautiful waste

INTRIGUE 1 | CHEVAL DE TROIE

MAY YOUR SURVIVAL BE LONG. MAY YOUR DEATH BE SWIFT

La comète a emporté avec elle l'espoir de pouvoir trouver la paix et le calme, à laquelle les survivant·es aspirent dans ce monde en proie au chaos et à la désolation. Charlottetown n'est pas épargnée par les idéologies contraires, l'attrait de certain·es pour le pouvoir ou les complots. Il faudra choisir même si cela implique parfois de sacrifier autre chose.

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐄 𝟏 | 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐋 𝐃𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐈𝐄

— Le quotidien des personnages est bouleversé par l'arrivée des Trojans (faction armée) qui ont soif de vengeance et la volonté de prendre le pouvoir à Charlottetown

— Plusieurs possibilités s'offrent aux membres afin d'exploiter l'intrigue :

un rp commun (attentat des Trojans à proximité de l'hôpital de Charlottetown)

le lancer de dés (pour laisser le hasard choisir)

un système de rumeurs

des PNJ liés aux Trojans (catalogue de PNJ du forum pour les utiliser librement)

— Toutes les informations et les possibilités inrp sont disponibles dans ce sujet

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no we are not "privilege" for having trauma. It's fucking crippling we can't go anywhere with alcohol without having a ptsd attack. We can't handle being touched, we can't handle being screamed at or left!! It's fucking us over and we also have to deal with being a fuckijg system!!

Which, no, it is not fun to be a system. If you call systems "traumascum" or "syscum" your ableist plain and simple!!

(Btw plural isn't a endo only term dumbasses think of that before you make a "call out" post abt us lmao)

Types of dissociation

You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling

You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them

Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights

Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly

You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode

You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world

You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms

You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop

You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor

You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic

You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen

You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song

You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut

The curséd amulet

Trapped in a painting

Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode

My (late) contribution for Make A Terrible Comic Day! I've been going to the library more often lately so this has been coming up a lot, cause I want something to read but have had trouble finding anything that I'm comfortable with.

If anyone has recommendations please please let me know because I am struggling.

System Experience I Rarely See Talked About

Having only 2 alters

Having under 5 alters

Having over 100k alters

Having over 100k fragments

Having hypersexual child parts

Having child parts that are mentally older

Having child parts who can understand adult concepts

Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children

Having no innerworld/headspace

Only having a room in the headspace

Not having a fronting room

Having a fronting room

Having an extremely complex innerworld

Constant heavy dissociation

Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago

Dissociative fugue

Chronic severe PTSD

Somatic symptoms

Rarely switching

Being frontstuck for months at a time

Rarely knowing who you are

Not knowing if you've switched

Internal trauma reenactment

Internal sexual relationships

Innerworlds not being a safe space

Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be

Alters who rape other alters

Internal pregnancy

Alters living in different time periods

Alters stuck reliving trauma

Having a lot of NPCs

Having cities full of NPCs

Having no NPCs

Having NPCs who reenact trauma

Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma

NO WAY OUT

reblogged to prove a point, Anxiety/Depression/ADHD gang?

if you use music to cope with anxiety, depression or to help with your ADHD (like me) reblog, I'm trying to prove a point to my teacher

I also need to prove this point to my mom

Everyone keeps reblogging it so I am too