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Types of dissociation

You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling

You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them

Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights

Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly

You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode

You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world

You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms

You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop

You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor

You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic

You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen

You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song

You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut

The curséd amulet

Trapped in a painting

Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode

Sending love to the alters who split, and decided this wasn’t their life to live. Who took a backseat and watched, who cheered the rest of us on, who were there when we were sad, who picked us up when we were down.

The alters who split and decided that it wasn’t their life to live, but they were going to do their best to help to make our life the best they could for those of us in front living it.

Thank you.

Types of dissociation

You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling

You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them

Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights

Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly

You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode

You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world

You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms

You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop

You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor

You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic

You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen

You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song

You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut

The curséd amulet

Trapped in a painting

Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode

I don't remember who this came from, but pretty accurate right now.

Being a system is weird because you’ll be enjoying your morning coffee and all of a sudden you’re in a staring competition with Sal Fisher, who wasn’t here yesterday

- 🩵

When someone new asks what's your name and you have to pause because what is my name?

System Ask Game

🕯️what do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?

🗝️ how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?

🔮 if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?

🐇 what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?

🎻 are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?

🎀 how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?

🌘 is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?

🗡️ how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?

🦋 who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?

🍓 which part has the best music taste?

🐠 what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?

🍄 what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?

🌙 what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)

🌱 how different are your food preferences?

🍉 if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?

💿 what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)

Original - Credit to @/the-io-collective

it's kinda terrifying when the kiddo in the headspace, who has never fronted before, tries to front while we're out and about.

buddy, please, we have THINGS TO DO

he has not tried to front since, at least that I know of

Me with our Angelic Alter:

Oh, so when they get spoken to by a god in their head they're a "prophet" and "will lead us to salvation," but when I get spoken to by a god in my head I have "DID" and "should go to therapy."

being a system is odd because every friendship you make feels like a fan make cross over episode

I used to think dogs with blue eyes were majestic, this changed my whole POV

i hate dogs with blue eyes. why is fucking jeff the killer at my back door

When you hear a random bit of a Convo from headspace

MUST HAVE

capitalism breeds innovation

Reblog is this is a safe space for the identities theses flags represent pls follow too

Hehehe I’m a demiboy <3

🌈🌈🌈NON-INVASIVE SYSTEM ASK GAME YIPPEEEEE 🌈🌈🌈

❤️ - What is your system name? How did you choose it?

🧡 - Do different alters have different favorite games? What would you say is the most popular game among your system?

💛- Pick one (or more) alter(s). If they were a cereal, which one would they be and why?

💚 - Do you associate your system with any colors? Why those colors?

🩵 - What’s one thing your grateful to your system for?

💙 - If you had a million dollars, how would each alter spend it?

💜 - what’s something you thought was normal pre-syscovery that you have since realized does not happen to most people? (Can be as silly or deep as you want)

🩷 - Does your system play any sports? Are any alters better at that sport than others?

🌈 Bonus, non system related: Do you have any pets? What’s their name? Show a picture!!

This system...

identifies as multiple people (but is aware they are not physically separate people)

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do any other systems have weird moments where it's not like 'multiple alters are fronting at the same time' but more like 'multiple alters are surfaced enough to contribute thoughts and talk'

to all land non human kins, therians or alters,

as a siren while i so badly want to go back into the open waters im somewhat grateful for these legs that let me experience the other parts of the earth, walk through wooded trails and see all sorts of animals. i love and appreciate land animals no matter how big or small or toothy i hope they know this siren loves them and is happy to meet them in this life <3

Alters showing up to the front after hearing their favorite song:

Meme is mid but I wanted to post because it's been a while

–John

System Experience I Rarely See Talked About

Having only 2 alters

Having under 5 alters

Having over 100k alters

Having over 100k fragments

Having hypersexual child parts

Having child parts that are mentally older

Having child parts who can understand adult concepts

Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children

Having no innerworld/headspace

Only having a room in the headspace

Not having a fronting room

Having a fronting room

Having an extremely complex innerworld

Constant heavy dissociation

Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago

Dissociative fugue

Chronic severe PTSD

Somatic symptoms

Rarely switching

Being frontstuck for months at a time

Rarely knowing who you are

Not knowing if you've switched

Internal trauma reenactment

Internal sexual relationships

Innerworlds not being a safe space

Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be

Alters who rape other alters

Internal pregnancy

Alters living in different time periods

Alters stuck reliving trauma

Having a lot of NPCs

Having cities full of NPCs

Having no NPCs

Having NPCs who reenact trauma

Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma

"Oh, you already told me about your headmates!" alright who snitched

Shout out to alters not ready to reveal themselves. Shout out to alters who are hidden from the rest/to parts of the system. Shout out to alters who don't/can't front. Shout out to alters who are dormant for safety. Shout out to alters the system doesn't know about.

TERMS FOR NONSPEAKING ALTERS

Voisic (pronounced voy-sick) - An alter who is always capable of speaking

Non-voisic - An alter who is never capable of speaking

Semi-voisic - An alter who is capable of speaking a little bit

Hemi-voisic - An alter who is capable of complete speaking half the time (aka voisic sometimes, non-voisic other times)

Voisicflux - An alter whose ability to speak fluctuates

Choice Voisic - An alter who could speak if they want to but chooses not to.

THESE TERMS ARE FOR TRAUMAGENIC SYSTEMS ONLY! WE ARE ANTI-ENDO.

Singlet

Plural

Plural co-con

Plural co-fronting

Plural when they tell you "I don't know who I am right now"

#lastoneistheworst

Shout-out to the intimidating alters. Shout-out to Protectors who are often rude or aggressive as part of their function. Shout-out to Gatekeepers who are often cold or uncaring as part of their function. Shout-out to the Caretakers who are often overly bearing or demanding as part of their function. Shout-out to the Persecutors who are often hostile or distrustful of others as part of their function.

Felt like a Pokémon collector filling this out😭

In favor of our most recent post about people making "DID fakers" bingo, I made my own DID bingo card. Feel free to fill it out and see if you have a bingo

–John

Edit: OSDD systems or UDD systems can do this too. Basically just systems in general –John

i love you systems who call your alters "headmates"

i love you systems who call your alters "voices"

i love you systems who call your alters swears

i love you systems who call your alters things that are silly, weird, or normal

dont let anyone tell you what to call them <3

Shoutout to in-system relationships that aren’t romantic in nature. To your headmates who are your parents, your children, your siblings, your best friends. To your headmates that love you so dearly, as a friend or as family or any other label. <3

the hare is nature's designated witness of the horrors

saying "who said that" at the end of a sentence is a lot funnier when you're plural. who DID say that