Having only 2 alters
Having under 5 alters
Having over 100k alters
Having over 100k fragments
Having hypersexual child parts
Having child parts that are mentally older
Having child parts who can understand adult concepts
Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children
Having no innerworld/headspace
Only having a room in the headspace
Not having a fronting room
Having a fronting room
Having an extremely complex innerworld
Constant heavy dissociation
Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago
Dissociative fugue
Chronic severe PTSD
Somatic symptoms
Rarely switching
Being frontstuck for months at a time
Rarely knowing who you are
Not knowing if you've switched
Internal trauma reenactment
Internal sexual relationships
Innerworlds not being a safe space
Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be
Alters who rape other alters
Internal pregnancy
Alters living in different time periods
Alters stuck reliving trauma
Having a lot of NPCs
Having cities full of NPCs
Having no NPCs
Having NPCs who reenact trauma
Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma
๐ฏ๏ธwhat do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?
๐๏ธ how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?
๐ฎ if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?
๐ what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?
๐ป are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?
๐ how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?
๐ is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?
๐ก๏ธ how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?
๐ฆ who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?
๐ which part has the best music taste?
๐ what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?
๐ what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?
๐ what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)
๐ฑ how different are your food preferences?
๐ if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?
๐ฟ what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)
Original - Credit to @/the-io-collective
Shoutout to the one headmate who never fronts or says anything. You're still very loved โค๏ธ
I used to think dogs with blue eyes were majestic, this changed my whole POV
i hate dogs with blue eyes. why is fucking jeff the killer at my back door
the feet of mountains littered with beautiful waste
identifies as multiple people (but is aware they are not physically separate people)
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Shout-out to the intimidating alters. Shout-out to Protectors who are often rude or aggressive as part of their function. Shout-out to Gatekeepers who are often cold or uncaring as part of their function. Shout-out to the Caretakers who are often overly bearing or demanding as part of their function. Shout-out to the Persecutors who are often hostile or distrustful of others as part of their function.
Types of dissociation
You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling
You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them
Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights
Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly
You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode
You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world
You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms
You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop
You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor
You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic
You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen
You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song
You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut
The cursรฉd amulet
Trapped in a painting
Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode
โค๏ธ - What is your system name? How did you choose it?
๐งก - Do different alters have different favorite games? What would you say is the most popular game among your system?
๐- Pick one (or more) alter(s). If they were a cereal, which one would they be and why?
๐ - Do you associate your system with any colors? Why those colors?
๐ฉต - Whatโs one thing your grateful to your system for?
๐ - If you had a million dollars, how would each alter spend it?
๐ - whatโs something you thought was normal pre-syscovery that you have since realized does not happen to most people? (Can be as silly or deep as you want)
๐ฉท - Does your system play any sports? Are any alters better at that sport than others?
๐ Bonus, non system related: Do you have any pets? Whatโs their name? Show a picture!!
System culture is wanting to do so many things at the same time but ending up just scrolling social media because different fictives want to interact with their respective source but nobody can decide which source you'll interact first with... ๐
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