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Types of dissociation

You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling

You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them

Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights

Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly

You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode

You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world

You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms

You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop

You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor

You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic

You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen

You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song

You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut

The curséd amulet

Trapped in a painting

Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode

When someone new asks what's your name and you have to pause because what is my name?

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do any other systems have weird moments where it's not like 'multiple alters are fronting at the same time' but more like 'multiple alters are surfaced enough to contribute thoughts and talk'

Me with our Angelic Alter:

Oh, so when they get spoken to by a god in their head they're a "prophet" and "will lead us to salvation," but when I get spoken to by a god in my head I have "DID" and "should go to therapy."

It’s gotten bad

I had to google that-I need that to live so wtf?!

uh oh! one of your organs has mysteriously vanished! Spin this wheel to find out which one!

SHRODINGER CHAT

Storytime:

Ok so I find this funny, as a person who constantly is talking to themselves I’m always worried people think I’m crazy-

Here’s what I’m actually doing…

Talking to the friends in my head

Vocal stims

Singing to a song in and out of my headphones

Processing my thoughts out loud

and more!

Don’t be afraid or worried if you see someone like me talking to themselves, everyone does it at some point right???

Ever just see somebody talking to themselves in public?

Wonder what's going on in there?

Mumbling? Tics? Reciting lines? Thinking of a memory?

Or on the other side.

Talking to headmates? Alters? Imaginary friends?

You'll never know.

I like to call this phenomenon

Schrödinger's Chat

IVE FOUND THE ORIGINAL ARTIST(reblogging to save my poor iPhone storage)

My “draw the squad” memes so far

Sending love to the alters who split, and decided this wasn’t their life to live. Who took a backseat and watched, who cheered the rest of us on, who were there when we were sad, who picked us up when we were down.

The alters who split and decided that it wasn’t their life to live, but they were going to do their best to help to make our life the best they could for those of us in front living it.

Thank you.