Types of dissociation
You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling
You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them
Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights
Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly
You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode
You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world
You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms
You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop
You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor
You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic
You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen
You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song
You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut
The curséd amulet
Trapped in a painting
Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode
Gender envy. Gender.
I too stay up late at night, it doesn’t help I heavily relate to Vox so this just hits home for me.
You don't sleep for 30 hours at a time!? How do you function?
Also, that is now my headcanon about Vox. He doesn't sleep for 30 hours at a time either. In fact he only goes to sleep if he's either on the absolute verge of passing out or gets dragged to the bedroom by one of the other Vees.
It's not something that I'm proud of or a good habit but its a pretty frequent cycle. (function is a loose term for my state during it) What you said tracks for Vox too I feel like. He probably has a few days that he knows he can be up and functional before he declines in productivity. I think it depends on his schedule though and how interractive or social Vox is planning to be.
do any other systems have weird moments where it's not like 'multiple alters are fronting at the same time' but more like 'multiple alters are surfaced enough to contribute thoughts and talk'
this is everything i aspire to be. . .
it's always "i don't judge !!" until a person is a therian or just alterhuman in general, their religion is something they don't agree with or don't see as a "real or a valid" religion [like satanism or autotheism], they identify with xenogenders and use neopronouns or xenopronouns, they have a unique style like emo, scene, goth, or harajuku fashion, they're disabled, they act childish and age regresses, they have extreme intrusive thoughts, they have "cringe" interests or hyperfixations, they don't have proper hygiene because of poor mental health, their identity "doesn't make any sense", they're "too fat" or "too skinny", or they're just "not attractive" stop cherry picking, you can't claim "you don't judge" when you can't accept these people, please be better ^-^ /gen
Shoutout to the one headmate who never fronts or says anything. You're still very loved ❤️
I decided, how would you all feel if I started posting content?
It would be pretty cheesy ngl, mainly because we choose not to say our names out there.
Protector-Just someone who would do anything to protect us
Little-Will not be on here, just mentioning for reference
Angelic-Angel person
Animal/Middle-Shapeshifter, probably will be supervised
Host-Me
Voisic (pronounced voy-sick) - An alter who is always capable of speaking
Non-voisic - An alter who is never capable of speaking
Semi-voisic - An alter who is capable of speaking a little bit
Hemi-voisic - An alter who is capable of complete speaking half the time (aka voisic sometimes, non-voisic other times)
Voisicflux - An alter whose ability to speak fluctuates
Choice Voisic - An alter who could speak if they want to but chooses not to.
SHRODINGER CHAT
Storytime:
Ok so I find this funny, as a person who constantly is talking to themselves I’m always worried people think I’m crazy-
Here’s what I’m actually doing…
Talking to the friends in my head
Vocal stims
Singing to a song in and out of my headphones
Processing my thoughts out loud
and more!
Don’t be afraid or worried if you see someone like me talking to themselves, everyone does it at some point right???
Ever just see somebody talking to themselves in public?
Wonder what's going on in there?
Mumbling? Tics? Reciting lines? Thinking of a memory?
Or on the other side.
Talking to headmates? Alters? Imaginary friends?
You'll never know.
I like to call this phenomenon
Schrödinger's Chat
Singlet
Plural
Plural co-con
Plural co-fronting
Plural when they tell you "I don't know who I am right now"
#lastoneistheworst