it's kinda terrifying when the kiddo in the headspace, who has never fronted before, tries to front while we're out and about.
buddy, please, we have THINGS TO DO
he has not tried to front since, at least that I know of
I used this far too much on my characters. FAR TO MUCH-
"I did it for you" has gotta be my favorite form of betrayal. You gave me a gift I never asked for, and now I have to look around at the world you destroyed with the knowledge that it was gift wrapped and addressed to me.
π°-Do you have a large headcount?
No, only-five that we know of?
πΎ-Do any alters in your system have typing quirks?
I donβt know what this implies, but I use abbreviations a lot!-Host
π-Does your system have any Non-human alters?
Yes, almost all of us
βοΈ-Is your system neurodivergent?
Yes
π-Does your system use neo Pronouns?
No but we use pretty much all?
π -Do any of the alters in your system have dyed hair?
Yes me-Host
π-Are there any nonverbal alters in your system?
Our Middle/Animal is semi nonverbal
πͺ-Does your system have Angry or "dangerous" persecutors?
Prefer not to say who, but yes
π«-Do your littles use 'little-speech?'
Not exactly
π-Does your system have little to no amnesia between switches?
Sometimes? Sometimes we remember all, others itβs a-βWhat happened???β
π-Does your system have fairly clear communication?
Usually
π-Do you have a large or complex headspace?
Kind of, front is a void but other than that yes
πΈ-Do any alters in your system have exo-memories?
N/A
π½Does your system have any tics?
No
βοΈ-is your system bad at masking?
We are pretty good, unless itβs with my friends then no
β¨οΈ-Do any alters in your system have an accent?
We all have the body accent
π-Do any alters in your system speak in a different language?
I believe our Middle/Animal can speak Spanish
βοΈ-Does your system use things like pluralkit and simply plural?
We used to have it, but as of currently we decided it isnβt for us
βοΈ-are you out about being a system?
Depends on who you ask
π°-Do you have a large headcount?
πΎ-Do any alters in your system have typing quirks?
π-Does your system have any Non-human alters?
βοΈ-Is your system neurodivergent?
π-Does your system use neo Pronouns?
π -Do any of the alters in your system have dyed hair?
π-Are there any nonverbal alters in your system?
πͺ-Does your system have Angry or "dangerous" persecutors?
π«-Do your littles use 'little-speech?'
π-Does your system have little to no amnesia between switches?
π-Does your system have fairly clear communication?
π-Do you have a large or complex headspace?
πΈ-Do any alters in your system have exo-memories?
π½Does your system have any tics?
βοΈ-is your system bad at masking?
β¨οΈ-Do any alters in your system have an accent?
π-Do any alters in your system speak in a different language?
βοΈ-Does your system use things like pluralkit and simply plural?
βοΈ-are you out about being a system?
Forsaken shedletsky skin concept!
I too stay up late at night, it doesnβt help I heavily relate to Vox so this just hits home for me.
You don't sleep for 30 hours at a time!? How do you function?
Also, that is now my headcanon about Vox. He doesn't sleep for 30 hours at a time either. In fact he only goes to sleep if he's either on the absolute verge of passing out or gets dragged to the bedroom by one of the other Vees.
It's not something that I'm proud of or a good habit but its a pretty frequent cycle. (function is a loose term for my state during it) What you said tracks for Vox too I feel like. He probably has a few days that he knows he can be up and functional before he declines in productivity. I think it depends on his schedule though and how interractive or social Vox is planning to be.
I used to think dogs with blue eyes were majestic, this changed my whole POV
i hate dogs with blue eyes. why is fucking jeff the killer at my back door
Shout out to alters not ready to reveal themselves. Shout out to alters who are hidden from the rest/to parts of the system. Shout out to alters who don't/can't front. Shout out to alters who are dormant for safety. Shout out to alters the system doesn't know about.
feeling angelic
As an alternative to 'sugar, spice, and everything nice'
I present: 'salt, vinegar, and everything sinister'
System culture is wanting to do so many things at the same time but ending up just scrolling social media because different fictives want to interact with their respective source but nobody can decide which source you'll interact first with... π
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Having only 2 alters
Having under 5 alters
Having over 100k alters
Having over 100k fragments
Having hypersexual child parts
Having child parts that are mentally older
Having child parts who can understand adult concepts
Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children
Having no innerworld/headspace
Only having a room in the headspace
Not having a fronting room
Having a fronting room
Having an extremely complex innerworld
Constant heavy dissociation
Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago
Dissociative fugue
Chronic severe PTSD
Somatic symptoms
Rarely switching
Being frontstuck for months at a time
Rarely knowing who you are
Not knowing if you've switched
Internal trauma reenactment
Internal sexual relationships
Innerworlds not being a safe space
Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be
Alters who rape other alters
Internal pregnancy
Alters living in different time periods
Alters stuck reliving trauma
Having a lot of NPCs
Having cities full of NPCs
Having no NPCs
Having NPCs who reenact trauma
Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma