I used this far too much on my characters. FAR TO MUCH-
"I did it for you" has gotta be my favorite form of betrayal. You gave me a gift I never asked for, and now I have to look around at the world you destroyed with the knowledge that it was gift wrapped and addressed to me.
Types of dissociation
You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling
You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them
Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights
Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly
You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode
You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world
You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms
You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop
You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor
You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic
You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen
You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song
You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut
The curséd amulet
Trapped in a painting
Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode
Singlet
Plural
Plural co-con
Plural co-fronting
Plural when they tell you "I don't know who I am right now"
#lastoneistheworst
My friends would know because I would have things timed too good, also because after I hear the same stuff I get quiet and that’s suspicious lol
"You're stuck in some sort of time loop, aren't you," your friend said nonchalantly before taking a bite of their burger. You immediately wonder how they knew...
One-sided RadioStatic my beloved
"Oh, you already told me about your headmates!" alright who snitched
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being a system is odd because every friendship you make feels like a fan make cross over episode
I had to google that-I need that to live so wtf?!
who can relate
no we are not "privilege" for having trauma. It's fucking crippling we can't go anywhere with alcohol without having a ptsd attack. We can't handle being touched, we can't handle being screamed at or left!! It's fucking us over and we also have to deal with being a fuckijg system!!
Which, no, it is not fun to be a system. If you call systems "traumascum" or "syscum" your ableist plain and simple!!
(Btw plural isn't a endo only term dumbasses think of that before you make a "call out" post abt us lmao)