Not Sure If This Helps But I Don't Really Believe That Knowing We'll Die In The End Changes Anything.
Not sure if this helps but I don't really believe that knowing we'll die in the end changes anything.
Do you listen to a song just because it ends?
Do you read a book just to close the cover in a few days?
Look, I'm no fully grown adult with a grip on life or a real job or anything, but I'm a bit of a believer in just trying to make the best of things while we're here. The time limit isn't really the end goal per se, but it's something to give our lives value.
What's the point in living forever anyways? With an ~80 year lifespan, these days matter!
Or at least, that's what I believe in theory. Might want to consult @aletheia-mou for more thoughts on life, since I've kind of reached a point in this line of thought that satisfied my need for knowledge in this area.
Hang in there<3
Caramel
☆ Meaningless? ☆
What's the meaning of life? I need an answer--not something along the lines of "it's all about self-discovery!" Discovering one's life is part of the journey, but if that's all there is to life, I don't want any part of it. If it's truly the case, then I discovered that my life is full of wrath and meaningless things. I use too much oxygen and produce too much carbon dioxide. My presence is negative even on an environmental level. My life is all about academics I swear. Although I love academia, it kinda sucks that I am 2 dimensional outside of school. Why should I even pity myself? Maybe everything happens for a reason. I'm gonna die anyway sooner or later.
I hope it's sooner rather than later.
(o´∀`o)
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AHHH!!!
W-wh-when did it become popular to fish slap your mutuals..?!?!!??!
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no I don’t think I deserve this. Doesn’t help me get out of my situation but I really don’t see why I deserved all this because I do try to be decent I really do try it’s just that misfortune gets me and now it’s got a grip on my motivation.
This time I really don’t think I brought this upon myself because at the start I didn’t do anything wrong, I wasn’t lazy or anything I just suffered the consequences of bad luck and since then it’s been a negative feedback loop
I wish God existed because then maybe things would’ve been alright and maybe people wouldn’t need to suffer needlessly and have their lives withheld from them
But still I’ve been praying a lot more recently
-Caramel
Omg yes it was!! Thank you for the latte silly ♡♡ it was sweet, like you!! (´ε｀ )
Yeah, I've been pretty busy — have a chemistry exam in about ten hours tonight, so hoping for the best on that one ... But once I'm through with it, there's only one more exam to go!!!
I'm so proud of you Pico, sorry I haven't been online lately but I just checked your blog today and saw the effort you've been putting in!! You've got this ୧(＾ 〰 ＾) I'm here trying to get myself together too!!
Caramel!!!!(๑ > ᴗ < ๑)°ᡣ𐭩 . ° . !! Hiii how are ur studies going?? Hopefully u aren't pushing urself too hard<3<3
Oh my goodness, thank you for checking up on me!! I really appreciate it (*´ω｀*) ♡ Life has been crazy as of late, between school and family events and festivals... I'll post some photos of how things have been!
Thank you so much, by the way. I had no energy to post until I saw your message. I love you!!! How are you doing these days??
Millionth time’s the charm!!
WOAH that was a weird time jump.
I’m gonna start working on myself again lol
It’s been too long and I don’t feel happy living like this so I’m going to start trying again!! Gotta work towards the life you want. Nothing comes for free, right?
I feel like I need that mindset that I see in disney movies and idol anime. Where do they get all their energy? Guess I’ll find out.
A slice of strawberry mille-crepe cake Nao got me a while ago.
It was so good, I miss it... (-人-。)
So many plans made for after finals, but no idea how to get through said finals.
Can't I just skip to the part where I go to karaoke, skating, and cafe hopping? December 13th seems so far away...
My new friend group makes me so happy. We're all so cute together-- Four girls from different regions all over East Asia, somehow meeting in one class in Vancouver. Hanging out with them feels like I'm living in a webcomic. It'll be fun to spend more time with them, once we're through everything...
Late
I feel like it’s too late to accomplish much- I’m already too deep into my school year to turn around my bio grade, I’m already too old to have a completely new personality- I’m already too late to think that I can do everything I sset my heart to. I wish things worked out as wonderful as they do in the Disney movies, the novels, and the webcomics- but maybe I feel like I should wake up from my delusions?
Who knows. I’ts too late.
Caramel
I really need a hug.
I'm so tired, but it's almost over... But I'm so, so tired.
oof
I suppose I’ve just had the most unproductive weekend I’ve ever experienced. AP exams are closing in as well. A ton of schoolwork to do while the year closes in, a dying personal life, not mentioning the fact that I’m probably in trouble when it comes to extracurriculars. Missed some important harp stuff, so I’ll need to talk to my teacher about that.
Spilled my guts out to a friend over the past two days with little to no reaction, too, so I guess there’s that wonderful thing too. :/
Whenever I think it’s not possible to fall lower than this I end up surprising myself. Guess I should really just suck it up though. All this depressing stuff has been ruining my life and future, and I’ve done nothing to stop it.
Can’t really feel bad for myself anymore. This sucks. Maybe I am depressed, but I guess that’d be searching for excuses to inexcusable behavior. I should stop lying.
Whatever happened to determination?
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