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I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)
I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭
why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.
Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮💨
What I ate today:
- Broccoli (140g-49cals)
- Bass (50g-63cals)
- Watermelon (4g-2cals)
- Strawberry (6g-2cals)
- Pineapple (90g-45cals)
Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals
Total of calories eaten: 160cals
PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!
@NA HELP!!
Guys please i know this sounds bad, but could you 1nsult me or something? Like i swear the meanspø is not f working and i need to get back on track rn.
Please comment me sh1t.
I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.
MEANSPØ.
You choose your destiny.
You choose your d13t.
You choose the person you want to become.
You choose your b0dy.
Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.
hello lovelies! today is thanksgiving and i'm so scared because i have to eat so much. if i eat hardly anything then my family will get worried that im not eating again (which they'd be right but i don't want them to know!!). i'm at my aunts house but im still gonna try to purge as much as i can because im finally at my lowest weight (158lbs or 71kg which is still huge but im so proud of how much i've lost!). a lot of people my height (5'7/5'8ish) weigh what i weigh and they look skinny but the way that i carry my weight makes me look like a whale. i carry most of it in my hips and ESPECIALLY my thighs oh my fucking gosh i just look massive.
Me every morning when I realise I’m stuck in a body I don’t like
NO MORE FAT. I ANOREXIA. I NO EAT.
this
if u starve for long enough u start feeling like ur high sometimes its my fav thing ever
wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me