Hi loveliez !
I hope everyone is fine. I wanted to give you some news about my recovery, hehe. For the moment, I don't taking weight, even if eat mucher than before. I feel happier, I can move, I can go outside with friends without fear ( a little bit lol but yea, I can ), I can live ! My constipation is almost cured too. Everything is good except the guilt and the desire to excercise myself because of it.. I'm proud of me and of you all for trying to save you ! <3
Take care of yourself first.
XoXo. <3
Hi loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. đĽ°
- Block me if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
common misconception abt people w eds is that they hate food like no girl i LOVE food and thats the problem
If u want to lose quickly, do a water f4st
If u want to cancel food noise, intermittent f4st
If u want to lose consistently, eat protein and fiber
If u want to rid bloating, drink a gal of water
If u want to lose for 3 days straight, lift weights
If u want to gain, keep doing what ur doing
I am constantly haunted by the fear of making myself infertile. Dont know what I would choose between my children and my dream body xx
No one tells you about the negative sides of âď¸ving. No one warns you about the impact it has on your relationships. No one tells you that youâll start to gauge your size based on everyone else in the room. Thereâs no verbal explanation for why your relationships start falling apart, it just happens. Youâre bitchier, you complain more, youâre exhausted so often you rarely want to go out because youâre too tired to move. Too tired to have to deal with the spots in your vision as you try to stand, and the wooziness as you walk up a flight of stairs.
You just bleed a bit on the inside. Fall a little further down the hole. Starve a little more often. Perhaps if you lost a little weight, theyâd like you more. I hate the comments I get. From family, from old friends. âYou look so thin,â âI couldâve sworn you had anorexia when I first saw you, but you ate just fine.â Yeah, then I didnât. For another few days, just so I stay consistent with my weight loss. For my strong will to be slimmer than the others, like I once was. It outmatches my weak desire to connect with people by far too much. Yet Iâm okay with that. Whatever it takes. Whatever I lose, to be at that goal weight.
I actually really respect the ed folks who started at a high weight. Like wym you lost 50-100lbs?! That's insane. You must push yourself really hard.
I'm sorry for the way people treat you. If doctor's don't take you seriously. Family and friends don't realize you're suffering. I see you. I respect you.
all the calorie info I have saved on my phone 3
do you guys also feel like your âŹd isnât valid because youâre not th1n enough for people to worry?
â˘block donât report!â˘
I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.
I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
â # đ Peachez, 20 years old, suffering from 4n4 since 4 years and tries to recover !! * đ˝
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