No One Tells You About The Negative Sides Of ⭐️ving. No One Warns You About The Impact It Has On

No one tells you about the negative sides of ⭐️ving. No one warns you about the impact it has on your relationships. No one tells you that you’ll start to gauge your size based on everyone else in the room. There’s no verbal explanation for why your relationships start falling apart, it just happens. You’re bitchier, you complain more, you’re exhausted so often you rarely want to go out because you’re too tired to move. Too tired to have to deal with the spots in your vision as you try to stand, and the wooziness as you walk up a flight of stairs.

You just bleed a bit on the inside. Fall a little further down the hole. Starve a little more often. Perhaps if you lost a little weight, they’d like you more. I hate the comments I get. From family, from old friends. “You look so thin,” “I could’ve sworn you had anorexia when I first saw you, but you ate just fine.” Yeah, then I didn’t. For another few days, just so I stay consistent with my weight loss. For my strong will to be slimmer than the others, like I once was. It outmatches my weak desire to connect with people by far too much. Yet I’m okay with that. Whatever it takes. Whatever I lose, to be at that goal weight.

1.5 L of water, done ! ✅

I'm gonna drink more.

- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

it won’t happen overnight

but if you quit

it won’t happen at all

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whitespeachez

1 month ago

If u want to lose quickly, do a water f4st

If u want to cancel food noise, intermittent f4st

If u want to lose consistently, eat protein and fiber

If u want to rid bloating, drink a gal of water

If u want to lose for 3 days straight, lift weights

If u want to gain, keep doing what ur doing

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whitespeachez

1 month ago

"I'm not sick enough"

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whitespeachez

1 month ago

My objectivs are to e4t less than 500 c4l$ per days. For the moment, I think I'm good ! To be honnest, I don't think I'll e4t like that much longer, my health is completly fxck up but I'll try btw !

Take care of yourself. You deserve it. <3

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