common misconception abt people w eds is that they hate food like no girl i LOVE food and thats the problem
I actually really respect the ed folks who started at a high weight. Like wym you lost 50-100lbs?! That's insane. You must push yourself really hard.
I'm sorry for the way people treat you. If doctor's don't take you seriously. Family and friends don't realize you're suffering. I see you. I respect you.
Going to bed to avoid b1ng1ng :)
My f@tass brain the second I close my eyes
just a reminder
i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.
if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.
the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.
seek help: 1-800-931-2237
all the calorie info I have saved on my phone 3
Just a reminder:
Feeling invalid and like you’re faking your disorder is PART OF YOUR DISORDER
Wanting to starve yourself but not actually being able to do it is PART OF YOUR DISORDER
Recovery does NOT come easily
Constant binging is PART OF YOUR DISORDER
Being able to eat normally without guilt for periods of time is PART OF YOUR DISORDER
Being able to restrict easily one day and not the other is PART OF YOUR DISORDER
Please treat your minds nicely
My objectivs are to e4t less than 500 c4l$ per days. For the moment, I think I'm good ! To be honnest, I don't think I'll e4t like that much longer, my health is completly fxck up but I'll try btw !
Take care of yourself. You deserve it. <3
- Block if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
Hey loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! I don't think I'm gonna do this recap' everyday because sometimes I just need like to switch off my phone anyway.
Today I 4t3 ~ 300 c4l$ ( I think I 4t3 less but I'm not absolutly sure ) and I walk all the afternoon with someone I really like. I had to pretend that everything is fine and this person doesn't see anything about my health and stuff like this. I think I want that he realize it so bad.. I want some approuvement sometimes.. I don't drink a lot today because I was outside and I forgot my bottle but it's okay !
Don't forget that you are loved sweeties ! XoXo <3
- Block me if you are triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
my scale is the only thing thats honest about my w3ight in this world
quick reminder: take your vitamins ✨
☆ # 🍊 Peachez, 20 years old, suffering from 4n4 since 4 years and tries to recover !! * 🌽
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