Sometimes I Feel Like I Want To Get My Life Sort Out. I Want To Be Productive Both Mentally And Physically.
Sometimes I feel like I want to get my life sort out. I want to be productive both mentally and physically.
But then I remember the regrets I have and the people I've hurt and my brain tell myself "You don't deserve to have a happy life."
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I used to be this happy soul with a goofy personality.
Now I look at people around me and wonder how they are able to smile in this chaotic world.
I am chaos,
I am cursed,
I bring destruction to the table,
I ruin everything,
Everything that I have ever touched,
Everything that I have ever felt,
Everything...that I have ever loved.
You're lonely?
You mean you write down all your feelings in a journal or as a note in your phone because you have no one to pour them out to who can truly understand you.
10.03.2021 (Part2)
I made myself some Shin Ramyun and some coke as lunch. Very unhealthy I know but at least my tummy is happy😋
I want to be able to go on top of a mountain and scream to the world that I am yours.
But, it will only be possible if you accept me as yours.
Do you ever get sick? But it's not physical or mental. It's just emotionally sick.
I easily forgive people. Rather, I would say I don't really hold grudges towards people.
But why, why is it so hard for others to forgive my mistakes. I am human too. I'm learning and trying to improve everyday too. So, why?
I wish I could turn back time,
To when we had our first connection.
I would write our story all over again,
But this time with more experience.
Maybe I want to disappear because feeling invisible hurts more than actually being gone.
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Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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