I Used To Be This Happy Soul With A Goofy Personality.
I used to be this happy soul with a goofy personality.
Now I look at people around me and wonder how they are able to smile in this chaotic world.
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𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓶.
I love him in a way,
Inexplicable by my soul.
I love him in a way,
That can only be felt.
I love him in a way,
Where peace and chaos coexist.
Oh to be a hopeless romantic in an unrequited love
Lately, I've been wanting someone to compliment me.
I have so much self hatred in myself these days that I can't look at the camera or the mirror without my smile fading.
I want someone to tell me that I'm worthy, that I'm not as bad as I think i am and that it will get better.
I want to be held.
I feel like if I'm not held by the right person anytime soon I will break into thousands of pieces.
I wish I could turn back time,
To when we had our first connection.
I would write our story all over again,
But this time with more experience.
Dear Wolrd,
The other day, I came across a video that said when someone is not meant to be with you the universe will do anything to make you two fall apart.
But, can't it see? Can't the universe see that I'm holding on a thread for that person. Can't the universe see that my soul is perishing for the person. And why is it that the universe gives me mixed feelings about that person. Are you confused too universe?
I wish to make my love pure again.
10.03.2021 (Part2)
I made myself some Shin Ramyun and some coke as lunch. Very unhealthy I know but at least my tummy is happy😋
11.03.2021
Hii Tumblr People! Last night was full of emotions for me. The person I love is not well and it worries me to the core. I've been trying my best to be with him and I'll continue to do so. However, I really wish he gets better quickly. It makes me sick when he is sick too. His jacket is the only thing that gives me comfort when I feel sick like this.
Besides that, I've had online classes and I'm trying my best to catch up with my revisions. Fun fact about me: I do accounting.
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Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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