Lately, I've Been Wanting Someone To Compliment Me.
Lately, I've been wanting someone to compliment me.
I have so much self hatred in myself these days that I can't look at the camera or the mirror without my smile fading.
I want someone to tell me that I'm worthy, that I'm not as bad as I think i am and that it will get better.
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Hii Tumblr people,
This is my first post on this account or this app in general. I came here with the intention of expressing myself, whether in my own words, in other's words, pictures, thoughts, feelings and much more.
I am turning 20 this year. I've seen and heard people say that your 20s are made just for you..that you should spend it alone to discover yourself. And, I want to do just that but I also want to record it. Leave some type of memory about it behind.
I've tried Journaling but I guess it's just not for me. So here I am. Ready to embark and happy to receive you people's support.
Maybe I want to disappear because feeling invisible hurts more than actually being gone.
𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓶.
I love him in a way,
Inexplicable by my soul.
I love him in a way,
That can only be felt.
I love him in a way,
Where peace and chaos coexist.
- We all break at a point. How long are you going to hold on?
- Forever. I'll hold on forever if I have to.
Dear Wolrd,
The other day, I came across a video that said when someone is not meant to be with you the universe will do anything to make you two fall apart.
But, can't it see? Can't the universe see that I'm holding on a thread for that person. Can't the universe see that my soul is perishing for the person. And why is it that the universe gives me mixed feelings about that person. Are you confused too universe?
And you are just there crying alone again, aren't you?
I easily forgive people. Rather, I would say I don't really hold grudges towards people.
But why, why is it so hard for others to forgive my mistakes. I am human too. I'm learning and trying to improve everyday too. So, why?
I want to be held.
I feel like if I'm not held by the right person anytime soon I will break into thousands of pieces.
𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 𝓻𝓾𝓷 𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓲𝓶.
Even when the earth beneath my feet is crumbling,
Even when the oceans of the world are raging,
Even when the sky is at war manisfesting storms,
Even when everything around me is burning in hell fire,
Even when souls around me are leaving their bodies,
I will always run back to him.
Sometimes I feel like I want to get my life sort out. I want to be productive both mentally and physically.
But then I remember the regrets I have and the people I've hurt and my brain tell myself "You don't deserve to have a happy life."
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Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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